Darlin65
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This going to sound SO silly and ridiculous but here goes...
I desperately wanted a girl. I wanted a girl with DS too but now can't imagine not having my little man. I'm glad we had a boy as our 1st.I thought I was ok after we found out we were expecting another boy. It took all I had not to break down on the scan table but towards the end I was excited and even cried happy tears in the car. I've had trouble bonding this whole pregnancy but felt so much better once I knew it was our little Avery in there. Well since working on the nursery and shopping around for baby things I get really upset when the girl things pop up.
I'm also dealing with a little bit of jealousy. Sil just had a girl. She announced her pregnancy after my mc at my bachelorette party this past March. She's always stole my thunder. She even did a gender reveal which I wanted to do with our next pregnancy and it's pretty pointless now. I'd just look like a total copy cat.
There's so much I am upset with this pregnancy and feel like I am missing out on. We honestly had decided to wait and avoided my ovulation time but I ov'd early and fell pregnant anyway. I feel bad because I'm just so ready for it to be over and hoping once my baby is in my arms I will be ok.
I desperately wanted a girl. I wanted a girl with DS too but now can't imagine not having my little man. I'm glad we had a boy as our 1st.I thought I was ok after we found out we were expecting another boy. It took all I had not to break down on the scan table but towards the end I was excited and even cried happy tears in the car. I've had trouble bonding this whole pregnancy but felt so much better once I knew it was our little Avery in there. Well since working on the nursery and shopping around for baby things I get really upset when the girl things pop up.
I'm also dealing with a little bit of jealousy. Sil just had a girl. She announced her pregnancy after my mc at my bachelorette party this past March. She's always stole my thunder. She even did a gender reveal which I wanted to do with our next pregnancy and it's pretty pointless now. I'd just look like a total copy cat.
There's so much I am upset with this pregnancy and feel like I am missing out on. We honestly had decided to wait and avoided my ovulation time but I ov'd early and fell pregnant anyway. I feel bad because I'm just so ready for it to be over and hoping once my baby is in my arms I will be ok.
. I know exactly how you feel though. After my first son I actually believed I didn't care what the next baby would be. That was until I was on the table and they told me it was another boy. I completely lost it. And to boot, I got all the "I'm sorry" comments from people. It's so hard and I'm now pregnant with #3 and won't be finding out because I'm so afraid of my reaction!
