TIE WELCOME JACK, HENRY, DEVON, ROXAS, PENELOPE, MATILDA, THEO and Charlotte!!

[mammag]

Lol, Ok, I won't talk about it. But I'll be thinking it

 

[wanabeamama]

lol so are you still going to do a tie cycle?

 

[mammag]

Oh yes, I am not even slightly interested in TTC right now. I need a break badly. I'm not even TIE, I'm completely ntnp. I'm considering getting on the pill so I don't have to think about it at all.

 

[wanabeamama]

Wow why the sudden change of heart? Did somthing happen

 

[honeysuede]

Thanks Grace the pains haven't progressed so althought my body is definitely doing something, I don't think it's the start of labour yet. We shall see! Sorry about your washer, hope you get it sorted. Wow - going back on the pill, I guess that really would give you a break from TTC, what made you decide to consider that if you don'y mind me asking?

Laura - the injections don't sound fun but all worth it xxx

 

[wanabeamama]

I hope so. There not so bad at the min god knows how I will manage with doing 2 I'm sure it will be fine

 

[honeysuede]

I hope so. There not so bad at the min god knows how I will manage with doing 2 I'm sure it will be fine

You will be just fine hunxxx

 

[mammag]

Nothing happened in particular. Except maybe I'm feeling different. I've been having a lot of anxiety or something. I've never had anxiety before. But I guess that's what it is. For about two weeks I've had a constant feeling in the pit of my stomach like something terrible is about to happen. IDK, it's hard to explain. But it's really been taking a toll on me. And I have never been prone to anxiety, ever. So I think something needs to change. I don't need any added pressure or stress right now, I just feel like somethings wrong all the time and I'm having a difficult time dealing with it. I'm not really sleeping, and I'm losing weight. I've even looked into seeing a therapist. Which I have never considered before. But IDK, it's just strange.

 

[honeysuede]

Nothing happened in particular. Except maybe I'm feeling different. I've been having a lot of anxiety or something. I've never had anxiety before. But I guess that's what it is. For about two weeks I've had a constant feeling in the pit of my stomach like something terrible is about to happen. IDK, it's hard to explain. But it's really been taking a toll on me. And I have never been prone to anxiety, ever. So I think something needs to change. I don't need any added pressure or stress right now, I just feel like somethings wrong all the time and I'm having a difficult time dealing with it. I'm not really sleeping, and I'm losing weight. I've even looked into seeing a therapist. Which I have never considered before. But IDK, it's just strange.

That does sound like anxiety. Maybe a break from TTC is a good idea while you figure out how you feel Feeling anxious like that is not nice at all, it sounds like you are on top of things though We all need a break at times & it's good that you are not ignoring these feelings xxx

 

[mammag]

I can't ignore them, lol. They won't let me, and I just want them to stop. I've tried looking it up online, but those people have a feeling like something specific is going to happen, like they or some one they love is going to die, or that they are going to run out of money. Mine is not specific at all. I just feel like something bad is going to happen. But I have no idea what. I don't think I'm going to die, or one of my kids or husband will. I don't think I'm going to get sick, or the house is going to burn down or anything like that. I just feel.... I don't know, I already explained it as best I could.

 

[wanabeamama]

I think it may have been the sudden misterious illness of your sister that could have made things worse like when your plodding along without a worry in the world and then something unexpected suddenly happens it puts your body into defence mode like your trying to protect yourself for another sudden supprise/change try and find a few things that take you to a good place and put your mind back at ease

 

[mammag]

I was thinking of finding a hobby. Like a craft, maybe even something I could sell and make money from. I just need to learn how to do something, lol. Because I have no idea how to craft.

 

[wanabeamama]

You should try and make some of those baby tutu's and headbands

 

[mammag]

It's like you read my mind Laura, lol. That's exactly what I've been googling

 

[wanabeamama]

Lol that will be lots of fun to do

 

[mammag]

Wanna make a new born one this weekend for my new niece. Hope it turns out good. Can't wait to show you guys my new found craftiness, that is assuming I find it

 

[Jess19]

Hi girls good morning!

Grace I cat wait to see it too! I love to do crafts, they def keep your mind busy and you get something cool out of it in the end.
Do you have a sewing machine?
As soon as I get my house in order I'm going to bust mine out lol DH taught me how to sew!

 

[mammag]

I used to have one, but it didn't make the many moves apparently. But you don't really need one for the tutu's and head bands, a couple small stitches that can be done with a needle and thread.

 

[mammag]

https://i259.photobucket.com/albums/hh308/n2thenight24/DSCI0062-1.jpg

Here it is

 

[wanabeamama]

Aww that's cute