Less than three hours of sleep. i've Returned to work on november seventh. . . all she does is screams until she's tired. . i'm tired of doing this alone and instead of help i get lectured about how her fob is rubbish. . . i miss her all day and go get her and i hear screaming all nite long. she even moans and yells in her sleep. i am tired of getting up at five each morning to be at work at eight. she even screams in the morning. you'd figure she'd miss me in the evening but she leaves the sister's hands and screams in my arms?! she screams while Bf during baths you name it she screams. i hate the fact i wish i were still pregnant so i wouldn't have to deal with her. i hate that i'm doing this alone. she doesn't even smile at me but smiles at every one else. i haven't Eattin since breakfast and it.'s almost nine. i'm Freaking tired! she's screaming right now.and i'm losing my patience. i'm scared!