To test or not to test.........................

[HAYS]

arrr man i feel so bloated and irritable!!1
i want these 5 days to hurry the hell up!!!its driving me insane
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 

[dakini]

I know what you mean. I feel awful today, again. I just want it to be Saturday (one, so I can sleep in...) and two because I am thinking of testing early...especially if my temps don't drop. Hell, I'm thinking of testing already and I said I wouldn't! It just I feel like you - bloated, tired, cranky and I want to know why. Why why why??

 

[HAYS]

its crap isnt it,I can't concentrate at work,just want to go home and veg!
Im defo testing tomorrow morn, prob make me feel worse when the BFN shows but i dont care right now!

 

[Sinead]

Good Luck for your BFP's

 

[tinytoes]

good luck Hays, I'll be keeping everything crossed for you!
My early signs were just like PMT. Exactly.
And a slight light headedness one night, which was the only thing out of the ordinary for pre AF.

ooooh lets hope this is the one!!!

 

[dakini]

Thanks Sinead.

And yeah, I am so tired and sick right now that I just want to be in bed and not having to think...I don't think I've actually accomplished anything yet today! And yeah, I really don't want to see a BFN and then have to go to work, but neither do I want to see a BFP and have to run to work...lovely how our minds work, isn't it? And it's even worse that if i did get a BFP during the week my DH is still sleeping when I leave for work so I'd feel bad waking him up and telling him and then running out the door!

 

[loopylew]

Good luck girls, hope you get your BFP's . I know i kept testing a few days before i thought AF was due and felt dissappointed when it said BFN. I seem to have irregular cycles which makes it more difficult but i did become paranoid why AF wasn't showing when i kept testing bfn so just be careful not to stress yourself out loads

 

[HAYS]

yeh but he will be happy tho,so worth being woken up for! roll on 7:30 tomorrow morn!
x

 

[dakini]

I'm actually not that stressed out this cycle. Something is telling me that if this is not the cycle for us, it will be soon. Don't ask me where this is coming from, but every time I feel negative about this month, something just says, nope, I won't let you feel down - it's a good month. Very odd, but who knows. Maybe my Gramps is looking down on me and letting me know it's going to be soon...may seem silly but I know he's watching out for me and has been ever since he died (well, before too, but you know what I mean). I have even felt him near a few times.

Anyway, totally off topic.

See, to wake up DH I'd have to actually wake him up, and he's a bear! I tell him to have a good day everyday and give him a kiss and all he ever does is roll over and grunt! I think I'd have to wait and tell him that night...and I'd be a mess all day and not really working...so we'll see what happens.

And so far the last of my Saltines and the can of Ginger Ale I've been guzzling down seems to be helping with my upset stomach...hope it goes away. I HATE being nauseous. It's one thing I am dreading.

 

[HAYS]

nausea is good sign tho!!
just found out someone else i no is preg!oh the joys of putting on my fake happy smile!!!lol

yeh ditto on the grandad front, when i went for my pscychic (cant spell that god dam word) he was there throughout so thats nice to no he's watching me!

He's prob thinking what a freak my grandaughters turned out to be!

 

[dakini]

Yeah, my Gramps probably would like to be here as he's looking at my house and all the things that need to be done (he was a carpenter/cabinet-maker/contractor) and just aren't...but it's nice to feel him there every so often. I haven't been to a psychic in years so I have no confirmation other than my own feelings. And I trust those.

As for nausea being a good sign, I know, but I went through withdrawal when I came off Paxil and it was constant nausea (that actually pretty much no matter what I did didn't go away, unless I took Graval, but that just knocked me out so I didn't know what was happening, so this is a little different - at least I can do something and it seems to go away for at least a little while) so I've always said that m/s is the last thing I want. I just went through too much of it.

 

[bambikate]

Hi girls, best of luck with your tests!! Hope you get your BFP's Hays and Dakini - Yay!!!

I feel exactly the same, you just feel you wanna press fast forward until test day sometimes! Just spent the day with my pregnant friend and she was showing me her nursery etc and I'm thinking "I want a bump!!!!" not only that but there are 7...yes 7 of my friends in a row having/just had babies!!! Woah! I haven't really had any symptoms yet except cramps but then I'm wondering if I'm imagining it cuz I wanna be pregnant - I'm so messed up. LOL x x

 

[akcher]

Good luck on getting that Christmas BFP!

 

[suzan]

 

[AutumnSky]

Good luck girlies!!!

Fingers croseed and lots of baby dust for you!!


xxx

 

[dakini]

thanks Suzan. that made me smile. And I need that because that darn nausea is coming back yet again today...this is stupid already! Although soon I am going home and grabbing my cell phone and more saltines....and then going thru a drive thru for chips! A burger or anything else doesn't appeal but fries sound ok...ugh...I hate this. I better be pg to go through all of this!!!! Otherwise my doc is getting an earful at my appointment in January.

 

[spcsharpsgirl]

heres hoping you are!

 

[HAYS]

hehe my cheapie tests didnt show!so ive got one left from last time, i will be using it in morn lol

im sooooo sad!!!x

 

[bambikate]

your not sad hun!! best of luck xxxx

 

[justme00]

Test! I've got like 20 cheapy backups for this month. I'm hoping that will last me a few months hehe. Goodluck