Trying To Conceive #1 Only Vent Thread

[crayons]

Spent the weekend at my parents. Lots of baby nephew time and babysitting a seven-month old. Both "accident" babies...

Sister talking about getting pregnant again and having another baby by next Christmas.

And me...sitting here knowing way too much about temping, charting, supplementing, cycling, timing, and basically frustration.

*sigh*

 

[tamithomas]

T minus 10 days until I find out if I'm BFP or not aka that's when AF is due. Where are oh where is the Tardis from Doctor Who when I need it? I gotta stop spending so much time on here. I find myself dreaming and hoping that some day I'll be one of those posting a picture of a BFP in the pregnancy test section. I'll actually sit there and try to imagine how that lady must feel seeing those two beautiful lines.

TTC suuuuuuuuuuuuuucks.

 

[mwel8819]

Spent the weekend at my parents. Lots of baby nephew time and babysitting a seven-month old. Both "accident" babies...

Sister talking about getting pregnant again and having another baby by next Christmas.

And me...sitting here knowing way too much about temping, charting, supplementing, cycling, timing, and basically frustration.

*sigh*

I know where you are coming from! It's so maddening! My Aunt telling me that "Well you aren't like me because when I decided I was going to get pregnant I did the first month"...well good for you. And then I have my mom telling me my symptoms are in my head and she has 4 kids and she was able to have them when she wanted to (She knew the exact month she wanted to and made it happen)...why is it so easy for some people? Grrrr!

 

[mwel8819]

T minus 10 days until I find out if I'm BFP or not aka that's when AF is due. Where are oh where is the Tardis from Doctor Who when I need it? I gotta stop spending so much time on here. I find myself dreaming and hoping that some day I'll be one of those posting a picture of a BFP in the pregnancy test section. I'll actually sit there and try to imagine how that lady must feel seeing those two beautiful lines.

TTC suuuuuuuuuuuuuucks.

Good luck and baby dust!!!! I think every woman that knows what it is like to try goes through that. My body likes to make up symptoms...I have every one in the book right now. I'm not putting any stock in them though because I tested Sunday (6 days late supposedly if my cycle is on track) and it was negative so now just waiting for AF. I'm now 9 days late.

 

[tamithomas]

T minus 10 days until I find out if I'm BFP or not aka that's when AF is due. Where are oh where is the Tardis from Doctor Who when I need it? I gotta stop spending so much time on here. I find myself dreaming and hoping that some day I'll be one of those posting a picture of a BFP in the pregnancy test section. I'll actually sit there and try to imagine how that lady must feel seeing those two beautiful lines.

TTC suuuuuuuuuuuuuucks.

Good luck and baby dust!!!! I think every woman that knows what it is like to try goes through that. My body likes to make up symptoms...I have every one in the book right now. I'm not putting any stock in them though because I tested Sunday (6 days late supposedly if my cycle is on track) and it was negative so now just waiting for AF. I'm now 9 days late.

I'm pretty sure I'm bfn as my bb's started hurting which always happens a week before AF.

GL

 

[Lazydaisys]

Tami hope body is tricking you and it's a good sign for once x

 

[TheMrs1108]

My husband and I have been ttc for a year now, I tried fertility blend for a few months, then had surgery to remove endo and flush out tubes then tried clomid for 5 cycles and yesterday I finished my first round of femara. It's mentally and emotionally exhausting on myself and my husband. Never joined a forum before but I think I need support of strong women going through the same thing as me. Baby dust to everyone

 

[Bordeaux]

THE EXPENSIVE CRAMP

Felt a cramp in my side bought a test big fat negative.

That was an expensive cramp

 

[cntrygrl]

Lol why would you test over a cramp?

 

[DayDreamer87]

Been ttc for over a year & I'm only 26 wth my periods are irregular. This time its over 2 weeks. Saw my obgyn today & of course ughhh since my ectopic in April 2012 I've gained a lot of weight so he advised that I lose 20lbs & prescribed me Provera. He also gave me samples of Pregnitude. Well I went to pick up my Provera this evening so of course it didn't go through yet so waiting for the pharmacy to send a text that they have it. Ill start it as soon as I get it then after I finally get I'm going to start the pregnitude. I never would have thought it would be so hard at my age to get pregnant while everyone else around me is!

 

[tamithomas]

Something tells me I should go buy a test at the dollar store but I don't want to get DH's or my hopes up so going to wait to see if AF shows and keep it to myself because DH because he thinks my gutt feelings in pretty much everything is bullet proof but I don't want this to be the one time I'm wrong with it and get his hopes up because I'm sure he'd be crushed. It's so tempting because 98% of the time my gutt feeling doesn't let me down in life but there's always that 2% that scares the bleep out of me.

Plus, I always told myself I would never been one of those who tests at like 10dpo lol because in our family we're cursed with the bfn's even after AF is late even though we're bfp. My mom took 2 weeks late AF to finally show BFP when carrying me.

But, I'm still preparing myself to be PMS'ing for Christmas for now. For once I will roll with this happy feeling and if AF shows well at least that happy feeling with help me get through Christmas.

PS what's making me suspicious is usually bb's both hurt but right now it's only cyst that's due for a removal that inflamed but besides that i can touch them no problem and AF is due in 6 days. My bb's usually start hurting at 2-3dpo. I'm 11dpo. I originally thought it was my bb's starting to hurt like they always do but ended up just being my cyst that's being a pain in the behind. Hope this is not a Christmas edition of April Fools but for now will act like it is.

 

[Jett55]

I don't want to upset anyone by posting here but I want to wish all of you trying the best of luck & loads of especially all of you who've supported me here in the vent thread.

Also tami that's what lead me to test was the lack of hurting boobs. Hope you get a Christmas miracle.

 

[Lazydaisys]

Congrats Jett, would love it if me and Tammi get our christmas bfps too.

I'm taking the same stance as you tammi. No testing, enjoy christmas and hope for the best x

 

[tamithomas]

I wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas. Despite that the majority of us will be bfn for xmas I just wanted to remind everyone that at least we now know we're not alone in this. We live a in very greatful time where even though we feel like we're alone we know we're not the only ones struggling in regards to kids around the holidays. I love you all ladies.

https://images5.fanpop.com/image/photos/27800000/Merry-Christmas-i_love_me-60s-world-27886456-600-600.gif

 

[tamithomas]

I've gotta face facts that my body was trolling me. I got cramps and even though my bb's are hurting in a different sort of way kind of like in a swollen way instead of in a tender I'm pretty sure af is on its way. Just praying I don't hear any bfp's tomorrow as people love to announce those as Christmas presents. Merry Christmas to all!

 

[Lazydaisys]

Must be nice to be pregnant at christmas. I would have been 20 weeks(( blah! Cd 24 of 28 I know stupid AF will get me again x

Happy christmas fellow miserables! Lol xxxxxxxxx

 

[tamithomas]

Must be nice to be pregnant at christmas. I would have been 20 weeks(( blah! Cd 24 of 28 I know stupid AF will get me again x

Happy christmas fellow miserables! Lol xxxxxxxxx

So sorry to hear. This should have been our LO's first Christmas being that I lost our one and only bfp at 5 weeks along. Nothing since.

My bb's are officially on fire and been having cramps all afternoon/night so it's a definite sign that I'm out. So discouraged. Really had a good feeling about this month. I know they say you're not out until AF shows but who am I kidding? So fed up. I just feel like throwing in the towel and calling it a night forever. I don't know how much longer we can keep doing this. At least it was a decent stay at home Christmas tonight but still, it felt empty. It sucks because it was such a perfect Christmas actually but yet I have that nagging voice in the back of my head knowing that something was missing tonight and that was him or her that should have been here right now.

Hope you all had a good one today.

 

[tamithomas]

How is everyone? Seems like this thread suddenly died lol.

AF is officially 1 day late, been feeling sick and the smell of butter for the first time nearly made me vomit but yet I got sore bb's and get cramps off and on. Not rushing to get a test. Gonna wait until Monday to see if AF is not just being a slow poke. Maybe just maybe?....nah, can't get my hopes up. The minute I will I know my luck af will start.

Just wanna say in advance, wishing all you ladies a great 2014 and lots and lots of . Praying we all get our bfp's!

 

[Lazydaisys]

Please let this be your month tami!! Keep us informed I'm due for AF today and I feel like she's on her way. Cramping and blah x

 

[crayons]

AF is due on Tuesday. As of right this minute, I've had no symptoms of anything all month. At all.

I was so very certain that it would happen by now. Christmas was hard.

Here's hoping to 2014...