GOoD morning GRILLS!!!!!
Awww you bfn girls..I'm sorry

that's a bummer..on to the next round...I feel ya..I can relate, I sympathize w/you
Lissa, I can't see your chart...and I didn't save it last time you gave me the link

your the chart girl..what are you thinking is going on ?
I IM'd you last night. BUT you were idle and I had to hit the hay..been a long couple of nights so far...and tonight will be another...
Hope your DH comes outta surgery feeling great!!!! it's amazing when we have something like that taken care of and how different life is!!!! Why does he need his Galb. out?
Hi sweet faith!!! Ummmm yes I am taking pollen and I've been slipping it into my kids drinks/foods too

It's SOooOo amazing~these bees. I am pretty sure we will be getting a bee box or 2 of our own...I have only been taking it for a short time..however I've had more energy this cycle than any other. Now, it COULD totally be the weather, but when I don't have much to do, I am SOoOOoO lazy..getting up and getting cleaning or motivated for ANYTHING is NOT top of my list

I used to be a red bull addict and I haven't had one in a while...
It's DEFINITELY an acquired taste, you can just pop it in and chew it up, but IDK that I can ever do that..or not yet anyway...I mix it in w/ cereal, or juice/drinks..my lil'est one doesn't know, but Tate TOTALLY does..he always like something is FUNNY about this mom...taste this~there's something Funny mom...

it's probably bad for me to be a

but they are SUPER picky eaters and need the extra viti's....
Hi Spuggle !!!! Have you O'd yet? Awwww sunshine..it's sooo glorious to see it in the sky!!! feel the warmth of the sun!!!!!!
Ready~I can't remember if I said anything to you since you posted about surgery...?
IDT
Anyway!!! I suppose the end result COULD have been better, but I like to look at how blessed you are Because it COULD have been SO way worse

but wasn't

one tube ~ from what *I* am hearing is better than 2!!!!!

so keep focused on your prize and keep a PMA!!!! It'll make such a HUGE difference through this whole process!!! We love ya girl..and are rooting and praying for you!!!! How you feeling today!?!?!
AFM/ATM: it's a glorious day!!!! happy to be alive and blessed wake up to a home full of laughter and love

I should be O'ing tomorrow and the craziest thing is happening...I DON'T CARE
I did an OPK yesterday about 4pm and again at like 9:30 -10ish..was pretty faint..and I just don't think I'm going to keep doing them...

I said we were going to bd on 11, 12, 13,14, but I'm not even wanting

Im soooo just like

whatever about this cycle...Nothing is phasing me...we may or may NoT DTD tonight..or tomorrow...I'm content and it's a pretty surreal to be even saying this let alone feeling it I'm tired of TRYING for something that I can't make happen and I'm tired of not WANTING To be w/ my husband, I'm tired of stressing and obsessing over something that I CANNOT change no matter WHAT I do...I'm tired of living my life in a 2ww, I'm tired of noticing every lil twang that happens in my body but forgetting to notice the blessings that my children are...I'm just plain tired of it and NOT allowing it to run my life ANY LONGER

I should NOT continue to get bfn's, have a bad attitude and then wonder WHY I'm not being blessed...my family died in an instant several years back and life is tooooo precious to waste away being grumpy w/ what I want and don't have...HELLO

If anyone knows this it's ME!
HI FUTURE!!! HOW are you girl? LOVE the new avatar!!!! SHe's adorable!!!!!!!!
Dash, how's you F-I-L? I WAS going to PM you and ask, but figured eh...I can just ask ya here!!!! How ya feeling lil mama!!! how's your DH? what's he thinking and feeling about all of this!!!!!!!!!!
OK< love ya girls..each and everyone of ya!!!!!!! have a day filled w/ Joy and laughter!!!!!