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[gypsygirl1018]

I caved and told OH about the "inconclusive" test. He felt the same way I do, excited and nervous at the same time. I am going to wait a couple days and get a pink dye test and try again. If I get a line on that one then I will spend the money and get a digital. I can't believe this might actually be happening. I was convinced that my chart was lying to me when it told me I was ovulating because of my pcos and I was doing nothing but giving myself false hope.

 

[bakingbabe]

Good luck gypsy

Baking obviously you are just waiting so we can be cycle buddies again

But I'm hopeful you won't need me as a cycle buddy.

I discovered that a walk around the neighborhood as well as dinner out can wear me out. Recovery from this is not instant as he made it seem... So so tired now.

 

[Veganlily]

Baking-definitely take it slow and rest - your body will tell you when you're ready to jump back in full speed.

 

[bubbles82]

Hope you're back to full speed soon baking, but look after yourself and get as much rest as you need before then! I'm feeling worn out which I really didn't expect after my ankle surgery, but I suppose lugging myself around on crutches and a suddenly irritating DH doesn't help!

 

[luna_19]

Onto cycle 14 for me

 

[bubbles82]

Sorry Luna

 

[Twag]

Sorry Luna

 

[bakingbabe]

I'm so sorry, Luna.

And thanks, Lily and Bubbles, my dh keeps reminds me that while it was lapascopic it was still pretty major removing all that endo and fixing the septum. I think I'll take it fairly easy today...

Bubbles, the anaesthesia made me so tired and feeling out of it for a couple of days. I hope you get feeling better soon!

 

[bakingbabe]

Luna, you have me as a cycle buddy this time again. Looks like my body is finally ready to begin a new cycle.

 

[Veganlily]

I'm sorry Luna. Given my longer cycles you and baking are likely to have me as a buddy too.

Gypsy-was your blue line skinny or thick? Can u post a pic? I have a pretty good sense of the difference between Evap and bfp and I am sure we would all be happy to opine!

 

[luna_19]

Yay cycle buddies

 

[gypsygirl1018]

It was thick, the same width as the control. It was very faint and I freaked out and threw the test away blush because I wasn't expecting any lines. I could barely make it out, but it was there. I don't think it would show up in a picture. I am afraid to test again. Go figure, I have waited over three years for this and now I am shaking like a leaf and afraid to test.

 

[gypsygirl1018]

Also, I am sending everyone a couple buckets of because we needs some bfp's to result from Christmas!

 

[Veganlily]

Gypsy!!!! How could you not think of us before throwing your test away????? And how could you tease us with blue dye. Girl, if it was thick, I'm calling BFP.

 

[gypsygirl1018]

I convinced myself that I would never see a bfp. When I saw a line I freaked out and instinctively threw out the test, thinking of a million reasons why it couldn't be a bfp. I am going to go get another test, a pink one this time, and see what the results are.

Haha I swear I didn't do it to torture everyone.

 

[Kmae]

Gypsy! Oh man the suspense is killing me! Please share a pic next time you poas! Got everything crossed that the second line shows up agin ( and even darker)

 

[bubbles82]

Good luck gypsy,
Looking forward to a pic this time too!

 

[Twag]

Good luck Gypsy really hoping it is your bfp

 

[Veganlily]

Nice spike, kmae!

 

[Goldfish]

Oh Luna...

Baking and Bubbles - hope you two are recovering OK after your surgeries. Baking - I haven't been on for a few days but I must've missed that you have endo...so sorry.

Gypsy - looking fwd to seeing a positive result from you tomorrow!

I'm on CD10 already, it's gone by so fast as work's been so busy and I think I'm starting to *almost* like grapefruit juice...after about 9 cycles on it!!