Hi ladies - thought I'd update in here (have finally started a journal, so I can put everything in one place)
I had an AMH test done 2 weeks ago and last Tuesday the results came back as a terrible 0.5ng/ml (which is 3.6 pmol/L) and so we were turned down for the fertility cover scheme as we're deemed too much of a risk. I was given this result by the clinic manager (an admin person), and I was really upset by result, and the fact we couldn't join the scheme, but also by the fact it was an admin person who rang with the test results - I'm still cross about than now. I can understand her being involved, as she is the administrator for the scheme, but when it's not good news, it really should have been a medical person who rang, so they could explain what it all means. As it was all the admin lady told me was what I could read off their website!
DH was upset too, so he rang the clinic the next morning to try and speak to a doctor (or at least a nurse) and he spoke to our FS's nurse, and she made an appointment for the FS to call us and explain what it all meant and answer our questions.
So 45 minutes later than scheduled the FS rang us on Monday. He was very kind (and I told him how upset I was about the way I recieved my results), and he basically re-assured us we weren’t in a hopeless situation, but it is a numbers game and we're too much of a risk for them to gamble on us.
We are now going to press on and pay as we go. I've been searching the web for stories of success with low AMH levels, and there are plenty out there – including stories of natural BFPs. At the end of the day, it really is a numbers game, and we’re just starting, potentially, with lower numbers. My mantra is now “It only takes one, it only takes one”, though if given the chance, we’re going to opt for 2 embryos.
I rang the nurse yesterday to find out when I can collect my drugs and get my injection training, and am going to see her this afternoon and am due to start twice daily injections next wednesday with egg collection sometime the week starting 12 July - it suddenly seems all very real and close!