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[swimmyj1]

willowtree24 - i do if i have a cyst. I can always tell when I have one or if its getting bigger by the cramping or weird twinges I get in my pelvic area. Very annoying. I'm sorry to hear you aren't feeling good. Keeping you in my thought that everything goes well.

I don't know why i'm so nervous to see the FS this visit is just them going over what we already know and set up dates for further testing/procedures so it won't be that productive but still. I'm trying to be patent but i really stink at it and so does my DH. This month hes mad that i stopped temping and don't think i will use opk's it will be a nice month off (if he stops bugging me about it hahaha)

 

[willowtree24]

willowtree24 - i do if i have a cyst. I can always tell when I have one or if its getting bigger by the cramping or weird twinges I get in my pelvic area. Very annoying. I'm sorry to hear you aren't feeling good. Keeping you in my thought that everything goes well.

I don't know why i'm so nervous to see the FS this visit is just them going over what we already know and set up dates for further testing/procedures so it won't be that productive but still. I'm trying to be patent but i really stink at it and so does my DH. This month hes mad that i stopped temping and don't think i will use opk's it will be a nice month off (if he stops bugging me about it hahaha)

Hey I seem to be having lots of pelvic pain all over some sharp stabs in both sides from time to time. I only have a cyst on one side from my ultrasound so I wonder why I would have pain on the other. I actually bought some clear blue ovulation tests and pre conception vitamins. Think I've already ovulated this month though. Have you seen the FS? I'm going to see one in the next month or so. I'm nervous too.

 

[willowtree24]

I need a hug. One of friends found out she's having twins yesterday and my very good friend who I'm godmother to her already 2 boys just found out she's 5 months pregnant ! And didn't know. She didn't want any more children. And here I am still going after a year. She wants me to come to the scan bit I feel as much as I'm so happy I will just cry in pain that it's not me more than anything. So me and my dh just cried yesterday and watched films. When is it my turn. Sorry for the rant but times like these I meed to be positive and think it will be me I just have to be patient. Where is every one I'm their cycles ? X

 

[Brandy_R]

Big hugs to you Willow! I'm sorry you're so down. If it makes you feel any better I've been with my husband for 6 years and we still don't have a baby. One of our friends is having a baby with his gf of like a year because "they didn't pull out ONCE". Pardon my language but idk how else to say it and that's what they said lol. It's def not fair a lot of the time. It feels like no one gets it. I've struggled many times with feeling like no one understands. I just stopped talking about it for the most part besides on here and to like one close friend. I'm on cd 26 and it's another anovulatory cycle. This is cycle two of no ovulation for me. It gets easier because I already know it will never happen on its own, so unless I'm doing treatment I have no hope and that seems to help. It just sucks and there's nothing you can do besides go to the dr and fix things like you are. You're on the right track, just takes a bit. Keep your chin up girl

 

[willowtree24]

Big hugs to you Willow! I'm sorry you're so down. If it makes you feel any better I've been with my husband for 6 years and we still don't have a baby. One of our friends is having a baby with his gf of like a year because "they didn't pull out ONCE". Pardon my language but idk how else to say it and that's what they said lol. It's def not fair a lot of the time. It feels like no one gets it. I've struggled many times with feeling like no one understands. I just stopped talking about it for the most part besides on here and to like one close friend. I'm on cd 26 and it's another anovulatory cycle. This is cycle two of no ovulation for me. It gets easier because I already know it will never happen on its own, so unless I'm doing treatment I have no hope and that seems to help. It just sucks and there's nothing you can do besides go to the dr and fix things like you are. You're on the right track, just takes a bit. Keep your chin up girl

Aww brandy I know I think im having one of them down points. Me and mine 4 years. I know what you mean some people have one night stands and end up pregnant don't even want one or try for one. It upsets me. I feel like I can only talk to close family and friends and here too. My own sister doesn't seem to understand. Gotta keep going haven't we. I'm 10 dpo now and having all the symptoms I did before I had my Mc last dec so I'm terrified to test. Just feels like another month atm. Need to keep battling on . Went to thw hospital today and doctors Wednesday. Hoping this is it though. Think I'm used to seeing bfns. Where are you in your cycle ? Hugs !

 

[Brandy_R]

I'm on cd 26 today. This is my second cycle not ovulating so it's whatever at the moment. My sister doesn't get what I'm going through at all either. Idk tonight is turning into a very hard day. My baby was supposed to be due Wed and I'm not even close to having another one 😥

 

[swimmyj1]

lots of hugs girls. Brandy_R - i'm so sorry you due date is coming up

How weird is that a friend of mine over the weekend announced his gf is pregnant with twins.... he jumped bail and is wanted in 2 different states, and they were also using the "pull out" method. He get not one baby but 2 .... its starting to make me such a bitter person. And i'm not liking that i would be 12 weeks not sure why that hit me so hard. (sorry i know i'm being a total whinner sorry )

Meeting with the specialist on the 22nd I'm sure it will be all tests run this cycle so hopefully next cycle we will have a game plan ready to go. But tonight im just feeling very defeated by the whole ttc. maybe hiking in the morning after work will make me feel better.

 

[willowtree24]

I'm on cd 26 today. This is my second cycle not ovulating so it's whatever at the moment. My sister doesn't get what I'm going through at all either. Idk tonight is turning into a very hard day. My baby was supposed to be due Wed and I'm not even close to having another one 😥

Aww brandy I know how you feel I would of been due last month and still no baby for me either. But we can do this. On here we can say how we feel and that's what I really like about this site. You were on clomid recently ? I'm hoping he Dr puts me on metformin soon. Lots of big hugs x

 

[swimmyj1]

Do you guys know how long it takes your cycle to return to normal after a MC?? I still haven't started and for the first time ever I want AF to show up lol

 

[Brandy_R]

After my m/c bleed I had a long cycle. After I started they were normal again. Hope it starts soon for you.

Willow: I was on Femara which is like clomid when I got pregnant with my tubel baby. How you been? I'm just waiting for AF To start. Once you aren't trying anymore you stop caring what day you're on or anything lol. That's where I'm at right now

 

[willowtree24]

After my m/c bleed I had a long cycle. After I started they were normal again. Hope it starts soon for you.

Willow: I was on Femara which is like clomid when I got pregnant with my tubel baby. How you been? I'm just waiting for AF To start. Once you aren't trying anymore you stop caring what day you're on or anything lol. That's where I'm at right now

I have looked at those on the Internet and metformin tbh I think there's been a few cycles I haven't ovulated because I thought I got AF but it wasn't my usual af if you know what I mean. Well I've had an endoscopy and colonoscopy and I have gastroesophageal reflux disease and they've taken some biopsys. Hopefully all is well. My stomach is producing too much acid which is why I'm sick alot. When is your af due ? I'm on cycle day 7 atm just had af.

 

[swimmyj1]

AF showed up before my appointment. First time I was happy about that lol. Did thyroid testing. Egg reserve tests. Genetic testing. Going for a sonohystogram on cd 14 and to see if i have any folicles. It's late for the sono but because I don't ovulate cd 14 ever they said it was ok. And I get to do clomid again this cycle with progesterone sense my progesterone is too low. Unless it's a genetic thing he doesn't think we will need IVF. I'm sure most women feel really good after seeing a fertility doc but I hope we actually get a baby out of this.

 

[Brandy_R]

Willow: I'm on cd1 today. Hope they can get your acid issues fixed! I used to have issues like that when I was younger. I would wake up every day and puke up stomach acid. I had to take Tagamet everyday for a few years. Hope you're doing ok.

Swimmy: I'm glad af came for you!! What cd are you on now? I am starting Femara sun!!! We happened to get a little bit of money so I'm starting from the bottom again and working my way up! No more m/c!!! We need some babies!!

 

[willowtree24]

Thankyou brandy I get the results in a few weeks. The waiting is awful. I'm all ready to DTD this month I'm starting my fertile window tomorrow I've got my ovulation sticks I've recently bought some lubricant that's like pre seed. So going to give that a go . Never used it before ! I'm telling you ladies werw gonna have babies ! I'm happy fit you swimmy. What cycle day are you on I'm on cycle day 12 had a negative ovulation stick today. I'm trying to eat more veg in my diet made a lovely miso soup today. Have you ladies found out anything about changing diet ? I've been looking more into it.

 

[swimmyj1]

im on cd 7 today so last dose of clomid yay and this time no crazy emotional breakdown on it hahaha. Going for the sonohystogram on cd 8. Which i've read some myths that it can help you ttc (as long as they don't find any issue). And last big super bonus my fertile window is on a week i don't work so me and my DH will actually see each other hahaha. sorry actually feeling hopeful about this month, even though i know with my record it will be another year until my next bfp.

Willow I have been reading up on diet changes with ttc. I've heard a lot of success with the pallio diet (only eating foods that are not processed). I'm just not sure how good i would do at it. I just know i really need to cut down on eating in general.

Fingers crossed we need some good news!!!!

 

[Brandy_R]

Oh you're 2 days ahead of me! I'm on cd 6 today I have tonight and tomorrow of Femara and I'm DONE! I'm debating on getting a follicle check or just trying opks. I tried looking up if you have to have the trigger shot for pcos and didn't find much. I def don't o on my own so idk if the Femara would make me or if I need the shot and all that :-/

 

[willowtree24]

That's good news then I'm slightly ahead of you ladies I'm cycle day 14 hoping to ovulate soon had my 3rd neg opk today. I'm trying to eat lots of fresh fruits and veg in my meals lately. So do you take clomid just after af to help you ovulate ? I'm feeling abit poorly today though the cold weather is coming so that could be it. I sometimes like to think if I gwt oregnant what month my due date would be .. I get abit ahead of myself sometimes lol I'm sure I'm not alone lol

 

[swimmyj1]

willowtree24 - you are defiantly not alone I do the same thing. With my last pregancy i was so excited because my ideal baby would be an april baby. If i get pregnant this cycle it would be a july/aug baby lol. I should not think that far ahead but i can't help it.

Brandy - I'm going on cd 14 to check my folicles. I wasn't going to sense I usually get a +opk and my monitor shows a peak but I just want to know how many eggs i put out on 50mg for future reference (and because i'm obsessive)

I would think that after 2+ years of ttc i would have gotten more patient at waiting to ovulate but I'm not if anything i think it has gotten worse.

 

[Brandy_R]

I look ahead with due dates also! Ugh lol! For some reason it's easier for me this time around. I decided I'm living my life and I'll take the Femara and if it works great, if not moving right along! I'm sick of sitting around being depressed about it for the last 10 months! At least we're all ovulating and that's a good thing! We're all on the right track! I'm supposed to go in on cd14 for a follicle check also but it's going to be a little later because they aren't usually ready until cd18. I just started opks once a day just in case it happens on its own. I always thought I needed the trigger shot for the follicles to drop? Does Femara/clomid make them drop? If so, why a trigger shot?

 

[swimmyj1]

Im not sure if clomid makes them drop or not hmmm I would definatly as the doc when you go in for your scan. I think my thermometer had bad batteries because my temps have never been so strait. I put in a new one today and my temps were very different. Has anyone done the clear blue advance opk??? i'm doing that again with wondfo and I've never had a problem but it usually gives me a high by now and my opks don't even have a light 2nd line on them. Has me super nervous. But me and my DH have not been in a good place this week so this month might be completely shot anyway lol.

Really hoping one of us gets some good news around here!!!