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[Bella12]

So excited at the possibility. I really hope it sticks.

 

[Bella12]

Thanks for the welcome back! It's funny. I came initially for the support which was great but then i put too much pressure on my body and self.

I took a clinical guard test this morning. I'm in Florida visiting my parents and only brought two tests. I am not sure I want to tell my family. I did not bring a car so I don't think I'll be able to buy a different type of test to verify.

My period is due tomorrow morning but I wanted to test this morning because my parents are at a doctors appointment and I am home alone. Also I woke up so nauseous this morning. I was just curious.

I didn't even have to wait the full 5 minutes. It came up positive pretty quick. Hopefully, that means it's not an evaporation line. Hopefully it sticks.

 

[Bella12]

Congrats Golden! That's very exciting! Did I read you might be able to leave your job too

Welcome Nelson! I lI've in the US and I'm getting old. Lol. I'm in my early 30s.

 

[BelleNuit]

Congrats Bella that is very exciting

10 dpo here. Still planning on waiting till AF because I think it will be a BFN and I don't need to pay money to have that staring me in the face, lol. I don't know how i'll find the energy to do another cycle. If it doesn't work out this cycle that means I will be on to the 8th cycle of actively trying, 9 cycles with NTNP included and 10 cycles if you count that anov.

I'm getting depressed just thinking about it, so I'm not going to think about it.

 

[Bella12]

Thanks Bellenuit! I still medically have a bunch of barriers even if I tested positive.

I was also feeling like i didn't know how I'd do another cycle. So I waisted money (as per the hubby) on a fertility massage. Very relaxing. I think that's truly what I needed. They taught me how to do self massage for healthy reproductive health.

Don't give up hope! I truly think finding inner peace and relaxing helped me.

Good luck ladies. Baby dust to all of us.

 

[BelleNuit]

Thanks Bella, I'm just trying to stay neutral about the whole thing. It's too hard to feel too strongly either way anymore.

 

[TJ Islander]

Hi Bella. welcome back. im hoping your positive sticks!!

 

[puma1986]

Bella!!!!! Holy cow woman! I want to see your test and soon as you feel comfortable showing it!!! This seems to be a very lucky month! Hooray!!!!

 

[puma1986]

AFM: IM SO MAD!

I had a positive opk yesterday morning which faded to negative at night. I was so relieved because 5 days of pos opks is concerning. I woke up this morning...

WITH ANOTHER POSITIVE OPK.

EFF man. My body is playing cruel games with me.

 

[BabyC4Me]

Puma that is really confusing and tricky especially if your levels are that high for a damn week.

What could this possibly mean? Did you have plans to see a doc or something ?

Has this happened before ?

 

[puma1986]

Puma that is really confusing and tricky especially if your levels are that high for a damn week.

What could this possibly mean? Did you have plans to see a doc or something ?

Has this happened before ?

No it totally hasn't. My cycles are very boring and predicable except for the cycle before last where I was a couple days late. My OPKs are always predicably 2 positives then a negative.

=( I'm terrified I missed my window if I somehow haven't ovulated.

This seiously sucks. Especially since my temps indicate ovulation but my tests totally dont.

 

[BelleNuit]

Puma I'd go with your temps on this one. I'd say it definitely looks like you O'd!

 

[GoldenRatio]

Bella Congrats hun! so exciting!!! we can be bump buddies I can leave my job now obviously but i can take my may leave as soon as 6th month so thats like 5 months of struggle away.

Puma i agree with FF that you ovulated CD13, as i said opks can be positive anytime so dont worry too much about it and stop testing. There was a girl on an other thread where she tried for 5 months and conceived on 6th cycle with temping. When she started temping, she found the true ovulation date so thats what im thinking whats gonna happen to you.


BelleN ur chart looks great, i bet you can get positive today if that was implantation dip!

 

[BelleNuit]

Thanks Golden! I'm trying not to get too excited because I was pretty disappointed last month with that triphasic chart. Just going to wait it out! DH and I can take a test together Sunday evening when he gets home if AF hasn't arrived (usually starts late morning or afternoon)

 

[GoldenRatio]

I donno how u can wait that long!!

btw i officially hate Canadian health system. Its free but yet so confusing.
I called the Obgyn and her nurse told me to get my blood work done and ultrasound booked by my family doctor and obgyn wait time is like over 4 weeks.

So i called the hormone specialist, he said he cant follow p pregnancy. Then i had to call my annoying family doctor, the one that did urine test and pissed me off. I just dont have time to get a new family doctor because im worried about progesterone. So the family doctor booked me in for Friday morning for blood work then he said he will book my scan. Hopefully early scan!

And i hope im not too late to check my progesterone levels...

 

[BabyC4Me]

Have you had a problem with progesterone before Golden?

 

[Bella12]

BelleN- I think remaining neutral is a good idea. That was my plan and it might have worked. I focused on family and work until fertile week and them went back to family and work.

Thanks Puma. I'm hoping it's not a lucky month but a lucky summer season. I'm hoping we'll all get our bfp soon. I also hope they stick.

Puma I also a month where I kept testing positive on opk. One day was extra dark for me and I used that as my ovulation date. I agree with the others and I'd go with your Temps this month and ask doctor next app.

TJ thanks for welcome back!

Golden 5 months is not a very long time to hand to wait. How exciting! Yes we can be bump buddies as long as I'm really pregnant. I still don't believe it. I really think serrapeptase helped with my scar tissue issues.

 

[BabyC4Me]

BelleN- I think remaining neutral is a good idea. That was my plan and it might have worked. I focused on family and work until fertile week and them went back to family and work.

Thanks Puma. I'm hoping it's not a lucky month but a lucky summer season. I'm hoping we'll all get our bfp soon. I also hope they stick.

Puma I also a month where I kept testing positive on opk. One day was extra dark for me and I used that as my ovulation date. I agree with the others and I'd go with your Temps this month and ask doctor next app.

TJ thanks for welcome back!

Golden 5 months is not a very long time to hand to wait. How exciting! Yes we can be bump buddies as long as I'm really pregnant. I still don't believe it. I really think serrapeptase helped with my scar tissue issues.

WOOOOOOH!!!!

Go head Mama!!!! Belle that line looks AMAZING!!!!!

Fingers crossed for a happy healthy baby in there!!!

Do you want a boy or girl???

 

[greenarcher]

How many DPO was that test, Bella?

 

[GoldenRatio]

BabyC i never had progesterone problem before, i have 14day LP and my temp goes high enuf after ovulation and endocrinologist checked for progesterone multiple times and never was an issue. However, i read that progesterone can be problem for women with pcos so i just wanna be safe.


Bella, I hav serrapeptase too! i got it because i was suspecting endo and i took it for 3 days and gave up because i was scared to mess things p. It works great for endo and blocked tubes.

And thats a clear positive! not even a faint line i know how u feel, i was so scared to get excited or believe any line at the beginning. After 30+ tests i finally calmed down.