Hiya
I'm ok thanks but the

got me this morning, ah well at least we can be close cycle buddies again
maca is a root herb, comes from somewhere in Peru apparently, is supposed to increase energy & libido in men but my doc says there have been scientific studies that have shown it to increase

volume and motility, so I thought it can't hurt
the week of revision started ok but then I got brain fry so I've kind of given up, figure if I don't know it now... Well it's too late, quite nervous though & I always make myself feel

when I'm nervous, I might just run out of the exam hall
I didn't think I was having pain but I have felt twinges on the left now I know it's there & I've had bad period pain today which I never get, so maybe it's getting bigger

got another appt on 27th though to see how it's doing.
So sorry the

got you too... She's a mean old hag, hopefully she'll be too busy with Halloween to pay us a visit next month.
& sorry you're so tired with work and uni, have you got any breaks coming up that you can have a nice chilled time?
I'd still wear the dress, just use a softcup or tampon, you'll be ok, although if it's due to bloating and general feeling like crap I understand, I just want to wear baggy pjs when I'm on. If only I could go out in them
at least it's sn excuse for your oh to take you somewhere else when you've finished & you can wear it then
not too sure how I feel about the ivf.. You have to inject yourself for 30 days.... In the stomach
& then I think about all the kids who don't have a home & think maybe it's fate, I said from the beginning I'd rather adopt, just think it would be so rewarding (i know having your own would be too, just feels a bit different I think) but oh would rather his own, so here we are, just not sure I want my own enough to stick needles in my tummy...
The

ban is still going well, almost 2 weeks now, althoughhe's just popped out to get me some goodies to cheer me up and he text me asking if I would like some wine tonight to calm my nerves before my exams, no doubt he'd sneak a few sips... I said no

he has his next

analysis on the 21st to see if it's the same as last month, they aren't expecting any change yet but will only confirm sub fertility after 2 tests.
Anyway that's all my news for now, hope you are ok
have a good birthday on Wednesday
xxx
