Not very well, but thank you for asking.
I saw the fertility doctor at the hospital, she thinks there is nothing wrong, but having 2 cycles of bloods done to check progesterone and waiting for an appointment to come through for a hsg. Don't see the doctor again til June but hoping she will give me clomid, I read that it can improve egg quality in those that already ovulate and wonder if its my age that is the problem, 36 in May. Also have had to put trying on hold, I have no Rubella immunity at all anymore, so had the first jab just over a week ago and the next is on March 11th, then we can start trying again after April 8th. Sucks big time!!!
I do struggle with the inability to conceive, when my friend announced she was pregnant with her second I went into abit of a downward spiral, never felt anything like it because I'm not the type to get depressed so it was abit alien to me. I did pick myself back up, but had a few very bad days. I haven't lost all hope but its gradually getting harder and harder to think positive and believe it will ever happen and now with this set back I'm just thinking that we might well just have to face that we will never have another baby.
Just focusing on losing more weight (which is now going well after the latter part of last year not going so well) and trying not to focus on it too much. Maybe a couple of months off trying will help, who knows.
How are you? Congratulations on number 2. x
