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[HappyCpl]

Possible ruptured cyst. He wants me back next week if I'm not feeling better. Too early to tell if we are pregnant. Said to give it another week. Back to the waiting game.

 

[AllisMommy]

Awwww well I hope it's in your favor.

On another note, I got a phone call and voice message, thinking it was the doctor's office I listened...no it was my job, firing me for missing the last 3 days of work. Im sick for crying out loud.

Ugh.

Still no call from doctor's office.

 

[HappyCpl]

Awwww well I hope it's in your favor.

On another note, I got a phone call and voice message, thinking it was the doctor's office I listened...no it was my job, firing me for missing the last 3 days of work. Im sick for crying out loud.

Ugh.

Still no call from doctor's office.

OMG! That's horrible!!! I'm sorry to hear that.

Sounds like today is downer kind of day. If I could drink, i would be having a few glasses of wine tonight.

 

[AllisMommy]

If I had my BFN from the doctor's office, I would totally be drinking...(heavily) tonight.

 

[HappyCpl]

If I had my BFN from the doctor's office, I would totally be drinking...(heavily) tonight.

The dr did a urine sample at his office. But it was BFN. But he said to give it 5-7 more days and try another test at home. He says he thinks we got it covered. (we DTD the night before our + OPK and almost everyday since).

So we'll see... I know one thing. I feel pregnant. I've slept more today than I have in a long time. Plus I've had weird dreams and have woken up all night every night for the last 3 nights. I'm a VERY hard sleeper, so this is unusual for me. Plus my boobs are so sore.

I really hate that about your job. Do they not have an extended absence policy? Did they give you any warning?

 

[marieb]

Awwww well I hope it's in your favor.

On another note, I got a phone call and voice message, thinking it was the doctor's office I listened...no it was my job, firing me for missing the last 3 days of work. Im sick for crying out loud.

Ugh.

Still no call from doctor's office.

That is awful. I'm so sorry

 

[sla545]

Awwww well I hope it's in your favor.

On another note, I got a phone call and voice message, thinking it was the doctor's office I listened...no it was my job, firing me for missing the last 3 days of work. Im sick for crying out loud.

Ugh.

Still no call from doctor's office.

Im sorry AllisMommy, that is crap!

 

[runnergrl]

Sla- have you tested today?

 

[runnergrl]

Sorry allismommy! That's terrible!!

 

[HollySSmith]

Awwww well I hope it's in your favor.

On another note, I got a phone call and voice message, thinking it was the doctor's office I listened...no it was my job, firing me for missing the last 3 days of work. Im sick for crying out loud.
Ugh.
Still no call from doctor's office.

Thats terrible! Have you worked there long?

 

[sla545]

Sla- have you tested today?

Yes, another BFN. I took a pic but I could not get DH phone to load or email it. I havent heard anything from my MD office either, but I am assuming that urine HCG will be a BFN too. I will just keep testing until I get AF or I get a BFP, because I should know either way by the end of this week.

 

[sla545]

I have this gut feeling that I am not pregnant. I just feel like I would have gotten a BFP by now. Something is definitely coming though either way. I have no CM and my boobs are sore and swollen. I knew it was a long shot to get a BFP on cycle 1, especially after not having AF for so long.

 

[runnergrl]

I just want AF!!

 

[sla545]

I feel for you! You put it off a month, now you're ready to get started!

 

[MamaMac123]

Wow!so much activity in my one day absence....crazy day at work!

So....bummers to all the and the lack of AF for Runnergrl...so lame, waiting sucks!

Major lame to Alliesmom's work! Wtf??? Fire you for being sick a few days????

Holly....sorry about your sil. I agree with everyone else....you did nothing wrong. She hounded you for an answer so don't feel bad about that. Just stick by her and support her all you can through her tests etc. must be so hard for her

My latest....I went to see a doc yesterday about the numbness in my hand. I also mentioned that I went off bc last month and how I haven't ovulated or had a period since. He immediately wanted to do a pregnancy test. He said that coming off bc my hormone levels would be all screwy and bbt might not indicate ovulation well. He said the numbness could be an early pregnancy symptom. I mentioned some quick weight gain I've had since stopping bc which of course could be pregnancy related and he asked about breast tenderness. My nipples have been sooooo sore the last few days! So here I am with my hopes sky high! They did a urine test...

I was so bummed. So then he figures the wrist is carpal tunnel....oh joy....And the lack of ovulation might be a thyroid issue. If I don't get AF in the next 2 weeks I'm going to have a thyroid test and a blood pregnancy test done. The pregnancy test is just to be absolutely sure. I'm sad it wasn't a positive, but I'm glad I get to start testing for things right away rather than wait months. Guess that's good right? At least if it is a thyroid issue we'll catch it quick.

 

[sla545]

Wow!so much activity in my one day absence....crazy day at work!

So....bummers to all the and the lack of AF for Runnergrl...so lame, waiting sucks!

Major lame to Alliesmom's work! Wtf??? Fire you for being sick a few days????

Holly....sorry about your sil. I agree with everyone else....you did nothing wrong. She hounded you for an answer so don't feel bad about that. Just stick by her and support her all you can through her tests etc. must be so hard for her

My latest....I went to see a doc yesterday about the numbness in my hand. I also mentioned that I went off bc last month and how I haven't ovulated or had a period since. He immediately wanted to do a pregnancy test. He said that coming off bc my hormone levels would be all screwy and bbt might not indicate ovulation well. He said the numbness could be an early pregnancy symptom. I mentioned some quick weight gain I've had since stopping bc which of course could be pregnancy related and he asked about breast tenderness. My nipples have been sooooo sore the last few days! So here I am with my hopes sky high! They did a urine test...

I was so bummed. So then he figures the wrist is carpal tunnel....oh joy....And the lack of ovulation might be a thyroid issue. If I don't get AF in the next 2 weeks I'm going to have a thyroid test and a blood pregnancy test done. The pregnancy test is just to be absolutely sure. I'm sad it wasn't a positive, but I'm glad I get to start testing for things right away rather than wait months. Guess that's good right? At least if it is a thyroid issue we'll catch it quick.

Make sure they test your antibodies to test for Hashimotos, not just your TSH and FT4 levels. Sometimes they miss that and it can cause a lot of problems! That is what I have and thankfully my doc tested when I was 14 so I have been treating it all along, but lots of times they just test your TSH and FT4 levels and they come back normal and they say you are fine when you are not.

Good luck, fxd that everything is normal for you!

 

[Hann12]

Mamamac - I hope your thryoid is okay. If its any help after coming off the pill I didn't have an AF for 13 weeks, then they were very irregular - every 8/9 weeks however I still fell pregnant. I thought that was fairly normal.

Runnergirl - any sign of AF?

Sorry about the job Alliesmum

AFM - still negative opks. I'm also exhausted as my daughter never sleeps! I need to start DTD now to make sure we cover all possible days, its going to be tough when I'm soooo tired though! Does anyone else struggle with this?!

 

[mummyclo]

Boo to all the s
Hope AF comes along soon for all those who want to get started on next cycle. FX for you all!
I'm 7 dpo, having a few symptoms but trying not to think about it! Soooo tired today

 

[AllisMommy]

HappyCpl, Marieb, Sla545, Runnergrl, HollySSmith and MamaMac123...

THANK YOU ALL for your kind words. Here is a little background as to why I THINK they fired me.

I am angry too. Long story short, my job was just waiting for a reason to fire me. I had been promoted so much, making fairly good money. When my baby girl was 6 months old, her father (my ex husband) left me for another woman (I found out through his text messages, lovely) and moved away, and hasn't seen his daughter since. She is going to be 3 in September. The year it all happened, I became very depressed, and had FMLA (which for anyone who is not in the US, is basically medical leave you can take if you had a medical condition. It allows you to miss work when needed in order to go to doctor appointments, or deal with your illness) because I was diagnosed with Panic disorder (panic attacks at night) and depression. That went all the way through until march of this year.
I have been feeling a lot better. For the last year I have been dating/living with someone.. *my OH* who I love with all my heart, and takes care of both Allison and me, more than I could ever ask for.
It wasn't until the pregnancy "scare" last month, that we decided we would actually both like another child...before Allison gets too much older. Everything has been great, but now I am on CD43 (usual 32-33 day cycles), I have been crampy, nauseas, tired, vivid dreams, irritability (yelled at OH for being in the bathroom "too long" wtf?) lower back pain etc since before AF was due.
Saturday, my daughter was given antibiotics for an ear infection, and Sunday I ended up very sick.
Monday fever was at 103 in the morning and by mid afternoon it was 104.7. I had to have OH come home just to get tylenol in me because I could not get up. So therefore, I missed work Monday.
Tuesday I called in again, my fever was a lil lower, only 101, however, my throat felt like there was a baseball in it. Missed work Tuesday.
Wednesday (Yesterday) I finally gave in and went to the doc, as I am on CD43, no AF and of course, this sickness. Ends up I have strep throat. Antibiotics is in the works now...however, the blood test they did was
I am still hoping for a BFP because after calculating my ovulation, I think I ovulated on CD31 (BD CD30) which was on 6/5. So that would put me only 9DPO for the blood test. Maybe false negative...who knows.

Anyway, sorry for my rant. I feel like maybe depression is coming back ;( I cried all night last night..

Then I look at my baby girl and I know I would do it a thousand times over, when I see her face in the morning. She came up to me last night while I was crying and said... "Mommy...you happy?" How can I tell her no? I love her to pieces and she makes me world go 'round.

Here she is, my world!

 

[sla545]

Well, I wasnt expecting her until tomorrow but the got me today. And how cruel is it that she waited until after I POAS and wasted a FRER to show? At least I am happy to know I am regular.