Hey, ladies, sorry it's taken me so long to get back on here, I have been having some crazy stuff going on with the family, and just the whole hitting a year of TTCing and still no sticky bean, Lord knows I've had plenty of BFP's just none that stuck this past year, which has been hard. I decided at the 12 month mark that I was putting up my artillery and packing in the "guns' and just going to do the "whole I don't care" thing. So I stopped using my monitors, no BBT's, no obsessing, I do check my CM/CP when I get around the time I know that I normally O and then when it's really close I do a few LH strips but nothing crazy. We did SMEP in December, and it ended in a BFN and an early AF. This month, I said F it, and just went with the "flow" and have been just treating BDing like it's not for BMing and it's just sex, we've gotten in a couple sessions that fit into the "window" so we will see what happens. I got a line a HPT earlier tonight, actually on 3 different ones, but I also have an almost + LH strip so I'm a little confused, not sure what to think, and with all the CP's this past year, I won't believe it until it's well past my AF DD, and according to my calculations I'm only about 7dpo, but could possibly be more like 8-9dpo, I don't really know bc I haven't been tracking things like I used to. I figured I would start doing my BBT's again, at least a few days, bc I have clear thermal shifts so really just one temp would give me a good idea, but I'll do a few days just to "verify" I'm deffo post O, and then maybe I'll "believe" the lines I'm seeing a little more. Here is the link to my HPT post and it has links to my pics on CDTP.com so you can use their tools over there to take a closer look. https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/p...real-insane-all-eyes-needed.html#post38070033 Let me know what you think. I'm a little shell shocked, and in disbelief right now, and just not at the point where I can really "believe" this is real yet. I don't know if that will make sense to anyone, it's just been a real roller coaster this go round and I don't want to get too excited or worked up about anything, esp. until AF's DD has well passed.
I hope to start hearing more updates from you ladies, and so sorry again, that I have been gone so long. I'm trying to do this without losing my mind this time, bc I was driving myself up the wall batty with all the crap I was doing. On the plus side, my herbs/supps'/and vit's did the trick and my cycle finally "normalized". So, at least I'm on a 31 day cycle now, and don't have to wait for ever and a day to see when and if AF will show when I know that a BFP isn't in the cards. SO GRATEFUL that my cycle's are normal now, it's SO much less stressful, and I really like the fact that it feels like we get to "try" much more often now. Trying to stay positive here.
Good luck to all you other ladies and can't wait to see some BFP's from you ladies very soon
