ttc after a d&c

[TTCSecrets]

AMY CONGRATULATIONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHH ITS ONLY HALF 7 AM AND I FEEL LIKE RUNNING ROUND THE HOUSEEEE IN EXCITEMENT

i just literally hugged dh saying AMYS PREGNANT AMYS PREGNANT and he was like oh wicked thats amazing! Whos amy?! And i was like dude u dont listen to anything i say lol , you know? One of the girls ive been banging on about on that website for the past two months :S loool

Wow amazing amy xxx

 

[TTCSecrets]

I know this sounds really daft, and ive said it before...
When i hear of people i know getting pregnant and giving birth, i feel sad inside, i dont begrudge them or anything but it saddens me...

But last night once i made up with dh, all i did was cry, for no reason, and then i was fine, we watched Evan Almighty, and if you have watched it its a comedy, and i cried at the end of it, and then i was fine, then i went to bed and cried myself to sleep cudling dh, feeling really down and poorly

Yet coming on here this morning and seeing your bfp amy has made me so happy, i dont get it, with anyone else i feel bummed, but with you girls i am genuinely happy, as if it were my own bfp, and i actually feel like i can bare going to work today nowing that another one of our girls has done it

Im really emotional today so im going to say it, i wish we all lived closer, so we could just give eachother a big hug, i honestly have so much love for your girls, always will i think xxxxx Have a good day ladies xxxxxxx

 

[TTCSecrets]

13dpo ... Bfn ...

 

[lilesMom]

so I came home after spending all day wondering how this could be.. I mustve read something wrong this morning.. so peed on a another cheapy just now... ... then I said I dont believe this so I whipped out the digital.. and.... am I just seeing things? How can this be when the dr said my blood showed -. Maybe the quant will explain better unless I o even later than I thought.

woo hoo, thank god.
i got so confused by stupid docs, obvs a mistake xxxxxxxxxxx
so happy for u sweetie, its green u wanted for ur name isnt it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[lilesMom]

I know this sounds really daft, and ive said it before...
When i hear of people i know getting pregnant and giving birth, i feel sad inside, i dont begrudge them or anything but it saddens me...

But last night once i made up with dh, all i did was cry, for no reason, and then i was fine, we watched Evan Almighty, and if you have watched it its a comedy, and i cried at the end of it, and then i was fine, then i went to bed and cried myself to sleep cudling dh, feeling really down and poorly

Yet coming on here this morning and seeing your bfp amy has made me so happy, i dont get it, with anyone else i feel bummed, but with you girls i am genuinely happy, as if it were my own bfp, and i actually feel like i can bare going to work today nowing that another one of our girls has done it

Im really emotional today so im going to say it, i wish we all lived closer, so we could just give eachother a big hug, i honestly have so much love for your girls, always will i think xxxxx Have a good day ladies xxxxxxx

aw sweetie xxxxxxxx
im the same ,i think its cos we know thta everyone here has felt the same pain and u cant but be happy for someone. in a strange way it feels like a little victory for us all and it always gave me more hope of gettin bfp myself. its like see there is nothing wrong with them after so il be fine too
and u will xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[mommylov]

AMY CONGRATULATIONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHH ITS ONLY HALF 7 AM AND I FEEL LIKE RUNNING ROUND THE HOUSEEEE IN EXCITEMENT

i just literally hugged dh saying AMYS PREGNANT AMYS PREGNANT and he was like oh wicked thats amazing! Whos amy?! And i was like dude u dont listen to anything i say lol , you know? One of the girls ive been banging on about on that website for the past two months :S loool

Wow amazing amy xxx

Awww Thanks hun!!!! I do the same thing with my dh lol. At first he said the same thing "WHO are you talking about???" but then over time he got to know you guys so to speak and now Im like "OMG OMG, Laura and Jen are preggers, Angel's hubby is home, Jess and Tash are testing soon, Bethany just moved into her new place, Danni is still MIA but we love her and miss her..." and you know what? He didnt even ask who you guys were.. he just knew I mustve been talking about me girls here!

 

[mommylov]

I know this sounds really daft, and ive said it before...
When i hear of people i know getting pregnant and giving birth, i feel sad inside, i dont begrudge them or anything but it saddens me...

But last night once i made up with dh, all i did was cry, for no reason, and then i was fine, we watched Evan Almighty, and if you have watched it its a comedy, and i cried at the end of it, and then i was fine, then i went to bed and cried myself to sleep cudling dh, feeling really down and poorly

Yet coming on here this morning and seeing your bfp amy has made me so happy, i dont get it, with anyone else i feel bummed, but with you girls i am genuinely happy, as if it were my own bfp, and i actually feel like i can bare going to work today nowing that another one of our girls has done it

Im really emotional today so im going to say it, i wish we all lived closer, so we could just give eachother a big hug, i honestly have so much love for your girls, always will i think xxxxx Have a good day ladies xxxxxxx

This was me just a few days ago... being emotional is a GREAT sign not that I want you to be emotional. Dont be down hun.. your rainbow baby is coming.. I just know it! I too always say that I really wish we lived closer! One of these days we will have to seriously meet up somewhere and hang out! I too feel the same way. Its so great when people are blessed with a child but it is very heartbreaking when we long so much for our little ones but I agree with Laura... When I see you girls getting your bfp I kept telling myself mine has to come one day too. I have every fear in the book with regards to misscarrying and everything that we fear having gone through this.. "What if something happened after the D&C? What if something is wrong with me and thats why I misscarried? What if Im doing something wrong and dont know it?" and not going to lie, I STILL have these fears. Thats where you all come in. Everytime I talk to you girls or I hear your stories, it gives me peace. Keep the faith... its going to happen at the perfect time for you. Another thing that helped me was angel cards. Laura and I both do them but I think she has a much better set that I do. I have two sets and between what Ive pulled for myself and what Laura pulled for me, it all gave me hope.

 

[mommylov]

13dpo ... Bfn ...

Jen got her bfp late so you are not out until the witch shows up!!! xxxxx

 

[mommylov]

so I came home after spending all day wondering how this could be.. I mustve read something wrong this morning.. so peed on a another cheapy just now... ... then I said I dont believe this so I whipped out the digital.. and.... am I just seeing things? How can this be when the dr said my blood showed -. Maybe the quant will explain better unless I o even later than I thought.

woo hoo, thank god.
i got so confused by stupid docs, obvs a mistake xxxxxxxxxxx
so happy for u sweetie, its green u wanted for ur name isnt it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thanks Laura!! Had a nice talk with DH. He took me out to dinner and I told him that I was scared to acknowledge the pregnancy because of everything that has happened and because of the dr. He reassured me and then told me "We ARE having this baby and everything is going to be fine. The baby will be healthy and perfect".. it just made my night. So now if I can get the drs to confirm everything and tell me my little bean is doing well, Ill be even more better!

 

[mommylov]

so I came home after spending all day wondering how this could be.. I mustve read something wrong this morning.. so peed on a another cheapy just now... ... then I said I dont believe this so I whipped out the digital.. and.... am I just seeing things? How can this be when the dr said my blood showed -. Maybe the quant will explain better unless I o even later than I thought.

woo hoo, thank god.
i got so confused by stupid docs, obvs a mistake xxxxxxxxxxx
so happy for u sweetie, its green u wanted for ur name isnt it xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Yes ma'am! You got it! Thanks!

 

[xoxo4angel]

She said that the dr didnt seem too worried and I asked the nurse if she had ever heard of this and she said no that she heard of it the other way around (+blood, -hpt) so idk what to think

So Amy, have you decided to wait until next week to go in for additional blood work? I hope you get to talk with the same nurse as above. You'll get to be a 1st for her!

Hi ladies!

 

[xoxo4angel]

Angel, yeah i paid for the VIP ,,, i didnt want to at first because i didnt know what the advantages were, but then they gave me an 8 day free trial and the difference was huge, they do loads of working out for u etc and u get access to the chat rooms etc if u are vip so u can get help with your chart if u are stuck and it does loads, i bought the 90 day one because it works out cheaper, plus if i dont catch this cycle i would have had t buy another 3o days anyway xxxxx

From what I understand about temping, your chart looks GREAT! Does your temp drop drastically for AF because it looks like its staying high for BFP...I'm still confused with reading charts! Just when I think I understand the system, I get puzzled! Maybe should upgrade to VIP.

 

[mommylov]

She said that the dr didnt seem too worried and I asked the nurse if she had ever heard of this and she said no that she heard of it the other way around (+blood, -hpt) so idk what to think

So Amy, have you decided to wait until next week to go in for additional blood work? I hope you get to talk with the same nurse as above. You'll get to be a 1st for her!

Hi ladies!

I actually had an appt schedule with my dr for this friday before I even knoew I was pg because either way I wanted to talk to her about either what to do next or for prenatal care. Now that Im pretty sure Im pregnant, I am going to see if I can go in and get my bloodwork done today so that it will be ready by the time I go in on friday. Still keeping my fingers crossed that everything is ok.

How are you doing??

 

[xoxo4angel]

Oh I hope they get to do your blood work today! Looking forward to Friday!

AFM I'm poking around looking at "what size follicle is too big," Dr Google is über dangerous for me! Just giving myself a moment to do the math on my follie, +ve OPKs and temping. I think my crosshairs are off by a day...no worries really. C'est la vie!

Happy Halloween!

 

[xoxo4angel]

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Boo!

 

[mommylov]

Dr Google IS dangerous!!!! I cant wait for you to test!! Sending you lots of sticky baby dust!!! xoxox

So just went to the bathroom.. when I wiped, I say a little pick. Now Im back to being worried Friday cant come soon enough.

 

[mommylov]

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Boo!

LOL how cute!!!

 

[xoxo4angel]

Pink is ok...red, lots of red = worry. Lots going on down there!

 

[mommylov]

and mild cramping now that I think about it.. Im wondering if the light cramping is gas I feel so dumb lol but none the less... spotting scares me.

 

[xoxo4angel]

I feel we suffer from a touch of PTSD...the beginning of a pregnancy after mc is so frightening. We scrutinize everything. A moment that is supposed to be full of excitement and joy is the scariest of all! Boy, ignorance was bliss, right?

Not so frightening ~~~> https://www.picgifs.com/smileys/smileys-and-emoticons/halloween/smileys-halloween-424297.gif