allmuddledup
Mum to 1boy 1girl 3angels
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Hello Everyone~
I'm so glad I found this site! I've been a lurker for a little while and finally decided to join in. I'm so encouraged by all the positive comments as well as the support I see between members.
Here's a little bit about me:
I just turned 39 last month and DH is 46. We have been together for 10 years now and I have loved every moment of it. DH is such a sweetheart!
We started TTC when I turned 32 yrs and after 2 yrs of trying on our own, we decided to consust a RE. When all the testing results came back, all was great on my end, but DH had low motility and very low morphology. RE said that the chances of us conceiving the "normal" way, was essentially slim to none.
So, we decided to go down the road of fertility treatments.
Our first attempt was just on Clomid, trigger shot and IUI, which resulted in a BFN.
Our second attempt was all injectibles, trigger shot and IUI, which resulted in a BFP.
We found out in March 2007 that we were expecting twins.
In May of 2007, I suffered PPROM, and was put on bed rest.
On June 28th, of 2007, at 24weeks, I went into labor and delivered two little boys. They lived for about an hour and then went to Heaven.
After a long struggle with trying to understand why, going through the grieving period, and finally accepting it, here I am, 4 years later, ready to try once again.
I have an appointment with my RE on July 13th. While I am so excited, I can't help but be scared...I know what's awaiting for me.
The testing, daily injections, daily blood tests, mood swings, stress and most of all, a very strong desire to be a Mom.
While I believe there's no higher title than being a Mom to 2 angels, I so want to be a Mom through and through and have a little one to raise and to love.
Thank you for reading me