well that was a big let down. they said the baby didnt survive and probably died in teh last few days. no wonder I didnt feel any movement since last night. the baby was 12 weeks along. but the funny thing, is this song, made me feel so much better. Like the Great Spirit was watching over me and telling me it was ok. I dont know, I am sure many of you have spiritual beliefs, I am native american partly so I follow a path like that, and my beliefs keep me going. I did an journey when I got home, where is where I meditate to go into another realm , of the 3 realms, the higher realm, an dmy spirit guides told me that this was an angel meant to teach me something, and that I need to keep my faith, and believe. that I will get my baby within the year.
I truly believe that this is a hard thing to swallow, but I know the plans I have for myself, and the Great Spirit would be honored to see me never give up. and to have faith. eh. I wish I had better news. I should be thankful, for what I have, and I am trying to only look at that. Bless you all, for everything you have given me , all the support and all the love. May light and blessings shine upon you today.
to you and Puppy and anyone else that still needs it, you will get your sticky babies soon!
