TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[Oasis717]

Haha see I have my uses ladies lol!!! Xxxsorry bout that damned bfn, god I hate stark white! But yes onwards we go its not Xmas yet! Xxx

 

[garfie]

Regina - Apart from the obvious how do you carry out the sa? does he just go in a pot and you send it off - or is it a bit more complex?

Sorry about the BFN

Becks - Have you tested your FSH or are you still waiting for the results?

So - Why are you thinking you're not ovulating?

AFM - How bad are these cramps? - I can't believe how early this loss is and these are the worse cramps ever - now I know how a boy feels to be kicked in his b@@@@ cos I sure as hell feel like Ive been kicked down below I feel all bruised (weird)

Love to everyone else



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[Oasis717]

Aw sorry Fi luckily my two cp,'s weren't much different from a heavy period but my two later losses were horrendous and so v painful I did a home test for FSH and it was negative, there was barely a test line there! Xxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Nope Fi don't think you send it anywhere ! Think its all dne at home going to get my rst kit on Thursday so ill give you the details then

 

[Left wonderin]

Today is the world wide national misscarraige day . All our angels are remembered xx

 

[Oasis717]

That bought tears to my eyes xxxxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Its beautiful isnt it ? A weird thing happened to me today which brought tears to my eyes ! Was in Sean's room folding his clothes after wash and spotted something out of the corner of my eye near the wardrobe ... Went to see what it was , opened the wardrobe and a butterfly flew out , landed on my sholder for a second then flew out the window . Just before I got pg with Sean I saw a few in the house . For some reason that butterfly was significant and made me cry???? . Later I was thinking and realised that around now two years ago my first LO was conceived . Its on my mind as I'm thinking will I skip ttc this month as the dates are almost identical to my first pg , on the other hand it might be lucky .i don't usually cry at incects !!!! Lol

 

[Left wonderin]

And then I see this on fb !

 

[josie1234]

That is so lovely. Regina, that is definitely some sort of sign. Fingers crossed.

 

[josie1234]

Fi, so sorry that you are going through this. You really deserve some happiness and that rainbow. Big hugs. Hope you are ok and know that we are here for you xxx

 

[garfie]

Thanks Josie

Regina - where is todays temperature - you can't leave us hanging

AFM - Yesterday was a very emotional day (as for all of us with angel babies) last year I had 5 candles lit and this year it was 7

So as not to clog up here I have put my thoughts and feelings in my journal and I swear I could see two flames on my last candle

Regina - I remember your butterfly story - fingers crossed for you hun



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[Oasis717]

Regina I am absolutely terrible, so emotional and not just when AF is due, that made me cry, how beautiful, I was out walking last week thinking will I ever be pregnant and on the floor once again was the name we'd call our daughter if we had one, I'm now starting to think perhaps its not for the future but one of our lo's lost, either that or a really odd coincedence as both times I was thinking about being pregnant! Who knows. Started opks yest and half positive today so just depends his long it takes to be a full positive xxxxxx

 

[Soanxious]

Hi all... aww sad time when we all sit n think about the LO's we lost

It will be a year since I lost my 1st baby on monday.. day after my Granddaughters 1st Birthday... x

Sorry Fi it's hurting so much.. 3 of mine we VERY bad considering I was so early.

Well I seem to be ok now back on track.. This is my ovulation test.. Wednesday Morning Top, wednesday night 11pm Middle, Thursday SMU bottom

I had very painful ovulation pain yesterday and had to take paracetamol and and then last night it stung so badly then felt a POP! then it sizzled... now its just stinging now and again.

Hope everyone gets some good news xxx

 

[crysshae]

What a lovely story and picture Regina. I hope the butterfly is a very good sign for you.

Becks - I hope the name is a very good sign for you too.

I'm so sorry we all have to remember losing little ones. I pray everyone has their rainbow babies soon.

 

[Left wonderin]

Fi didn't temp this am ! I'm out ! Bfn on cd 12 remember .. AF should be here today no sign yet but reckon will be here by tommrow at the latest . My temping al ALL over the place right now so ignore them lol...

 

[Left wonderin]

She arrived this am so I treated myself to 60 Opk and 10 hcg tests I'm gonna poas twice a day from cd 6 11am and 2pm ...

 

[dancareoi]

Sorry to hear your news again Fi xx

Happy birthday Brooklyn xx

 

[Soanxious]

Just popping by to say good luck to all.

I won't be coming back.. its all changed here... bye x

 

[Oasis717]

Thanks Lisa, we took Brooklyn to London and had a fabulous day! Xxx
Tanya do you mean its all changed with you or all changed on here? I'm so sorry to hear that and I hope you don't leave xxxxx

 

[Oasis717]

Got my first positive opk tonight CD 14, yay xxx