TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[Soanxious]

haha... oh no... !!

but if thats another symptom.. BRING IT ON! LOL

Honestly I want them all so I know its strong..

Im hoping you can enjoy the rest of your pregnancy when you have had this 12 week scan xx

 

[tillyttc]

Iam starting to relax now but I think no matter what till the day its born there will always be a little fear lurking in the background. When you testing again and seeing the midwive ? Xxx

 

[Soanxious]

I am hoping to still be feeling like this (or worse with tons of symptoms lol) and if so I will test on Friday... x

I know what you mean... once they are born its a whole new worry lol. x

 

[tillyttc]

Will keep you in my thoughts for friday hun but the fact you got a 1-2 on your digi at 11dpo which I have to say is exactly the day I got mine is fantastic I have a good feeling . Xxx

 

[crysshae]

Me too! Think it's great. Have you done another line test to watch it get darker?

 

[Soanxious]

Oh seriously Tilly? it was same dpo and 1-2 for you? EXCELLENT! I hope to have your luck hun FX xx.. what were your very early symptoms when you had your bfp? And thank you hun.. I will be thinking of you too when you have your scan xx

Thanks Crystal... No im too scared to test again.. im due af Wednesday so hoping to go past that...obviously but for me that is a milestone.. and then I want to test on Friday.. and hopefully get a 2-3 but im scared to even test then x

 

[tillyttc]

Will put them in order or try to
6dpo imp bleed (I freaked out remember) lol
8-9dpo moderate white cm bfp
10dpo slightly sore bb
11dpo digi
insomnia, massive amounts of white cm which I still have tmi
major sore bb
started feeling sick , cramps af type . Xxx

 

[tillyttc]

Oh yes a over welming feel I was out at about 7dpo swore blind I was heading for a bfn . Xx

 

[Oasis717]

I didnt feel o Tan but I remember the palpitations with Brooklyn hcg is responsible its a great sign! Xxx

 

[Soanxious]

im not pregnant anymore

digital said not pregnant and my superdrug test got no darker..

 

[Oasis717]

Tanya at this early stage anything slight can affect the result, wee not strong enough etc, was it concentrated? Im so so sorry xxxxx

 

[Soanxious]

I rang epau they said not to buy another digital, they don't like them or trust them.. I said my superdrug test was only slightly darker after 2 days but my ic went from neg to a line..

She said hopefully all will be ok and I can go have a scan at 6 weeks.. end of may.. and to ring the week before...

I said honestly? I don't think I will make it that far but thanks...

My other tests had been afternoon evening.. this was my 1st fmu...

the line is darker in life than on pic.. why does it upload so greyscale and light? x

 

[Soanxious]

I had V V V faint ic 2 days ago and faint line today... >>confused<< xx todays looks pinker than what it uploads. x

 

[Oasis717]

Ah! My fmu was awful, I got a much stronger result in the evening, I bet thats why! Im sure all is ok its just u have crap fmu like me and its SO early. And that second ic is slightly darker I completely remember ics took 4 days at a time to change at all when I was first pregnant with Brooklyn xxxx

 

[Oasis717]

Also after the two losses I had an early blood test to check hcg and prog levels, under the circumstances your doc should do that for you, so much better than these bloody tests that can be influenced by time day/eating/drinking etc, blood tests cant lie xxxx

 

[Soanxious]

EPAU won't do anything... not unless I have severe pain and bleeding.. they must of changed rules.

Dr's wont see me for blood... they never have

just hoping its because I tested at wrong time of day... but just dunno..

boobs still sore x

 

[tillyttc]

Soanxious thats crap for you I agree dont do anymore digis take a deep breath and one day at a time and if you can get a blood test I would ! Put all test down for now !!!! I know easier said than done once you have had a positive , its so frustrating when you jyst wanna know whats happening and no one seem to understand or want to help . Xxx

 

[Soanxious]

Hope this is better... top tests today FMU... bottom tests 2 days ago Afternoon

 

[tillyttc]

Today's is much darker hun is it a frer ? I would do those little strip ones I never really got anything on those and thay really stressed me out ! I found the asda early ones where the best for me . Xx

 

[tillyttc]

Wouldnt I ment to say