TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[Left wonderin]

So only saw your news today on Garfie thread , words are useless but for what its worth I'm devastated for you and so so sorry . F'in Mother Nature is a cruel cow sometimes !!! I hope you are not trying to be too brave and are looking after yourself xx

 

[Soanxious]

I spent the weekend in St ives .. obviously it would of been better pregnant.. but in one way it helped me not to dwell too much and had to put a front on in front of son.. maybe it will hit me tomorrow.

I know im not ttc this cycle as I really need this blood test done.. the blood form is in my glove compartment ready to take to hospital to get bloods drawn but have to be NON pregnant for min 6 weeks.

If I get no answers from that may go back to trying for 1 or 2 more cycles. x

 

[Sparkle125]

Tanya: Will you be having tests for blood clotting disorders? Just wondering....I have 3 different blood clotting disorders and know that with treatment, many women go on to have successful pregnancies.

I hope that no matter what you find out in your testing, you will find a solution that leads to a "mini-you" with your husband. xxxx

 

[dancareoi]

Tanya, did you read back and see my last post?

 

[josie1234]

Tanya big hugs honey. Hope you get some answers soon Xxxx

Sparkle good luck hun, glad AF showed up

Crystal looking good

 

[Oasis717]

Tanya im so so sorry ive been thinking of you all weekend I so hope you get answers v soon xxxxx

 

[dancareoi]

Good luck sparkle.

Youngest DS 4th birthday next Sunday and we are going to Burnham-on-sea for the weekend in a Haven park, so hoping weather stays nice.

Caitlin finally has her first tooth! Not crawling yet, but rolling everywhere and going backwards!

 

[Oasis717]

Lisa what a beautiful pic of Caitlin she looks so grown up Must upload the pics of Brooklyn off our camera. Xxx

 

[Soanxious]

Yes Lisa I wrote a message back to you hun.. I will get onto emailing them later today or in the morning... this is my 1st day alone after mc so its only just really setting into my mind........ Thank you for that xx

Thanks all.. im seeing my gp thursday and I want to ask her for all the tests I think I should need that my consultant cant be bothered to test me for. x

 

[Oasis717]

Wish you masses of luck at the docs Tanya, hoping you get somewhere with them xxxxx

 

[Soanxious]

She is normally the only Lovely Dr in the practice.. im just hoping she is allowed to ask for the tests... now OH has had got his job properly I may see about going private for some blood tests if not..... well beg him too.. may bring topic up later in week if no good news off gp x

 

[Oasis717]

Fingers crossed for you xxxx

 

[Soanxious]

Becks are u getting any symptoms? x

 

[Left wonderin]

How you doing so on your day alone ?

 

[Soanxious]

I slept for 12.5 hours... something much needed... i've taken painkillers as when passing the clots (larger than a 50p) im in agony... and filling my moon up up every 3 hours or so.

I'm feeling spaced out..sat out back garden with a lemonade and laptop on my bistro table watching the birds eating the food on the bird table and the food cages I put in the tree's...

It's sinking in that i've just lost another... and breaking my heart going to the loo and flushing away another dream...

Im feeling lower this time than last time... and in more pain. Im thinking to myself that that may of been my last time pregnant.

I just feel like climbing into bed and never waking up at the moment.. hopefully the haze will lift and I will feel better.. so far can't feel that yet x

 

[josie1234]

Tanya - big hugs honey, I know it is hard for you and my heart goes out for you sat there on your own. Thinking things over but don't give up hope hun. You have been through such a lot to give up. Fingers crossed for you in the future xxxxx

 

[crysshae]

Tanya - Wishing you luck at the doctor's office. Hope they can figure out a way to help you.

Becks - Your temp went back up. Fingers crossed.

I'm crampy today...so wondering if I'm out.

 

[Soanxious]

Thank you Jo xxx

Thank you Crystal, your temps look good too....cramping can be a pregnancy sign also x

 

[Soanxious]

so when are people testing?? x

 

[crysshae]

I know...but it's been so long...13 months of trying this month. Next month will be the anniversary of my first MC. Don't like to read into those cramps or twinges anymore. So I automatically think it's AF coming instead. Then I'm not let down.