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TTC and endometriosis :(

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I guess all these are pregnancy symptoms, keeping FXed for you. When r u going to test ?
 
Hi Ladies, it has been a long time since anyone posted. How is everyone doing ? About me I am just losing my mind :( Yest I was normal and happy and today I feel so sad and depressed. My moods are so unpredictable nowadays. I know it is not normal but LTTC has seem to take it toll on me slowly. Sometime I just feel God doesn't want me to have kids and I just wonder what I have done so wrong in my life to suffer like this. I am sorry for my rant, I cant share my feelings with anyone else so thought about writing it down :(
 
coolstar- I know how you feel! I have been struggling with my faith so much lately. Try to stay strong, sometimes faith can be most helpful when you REALLY need a dose of hope. Also I would recommend starting a new book or trying a new hobby...something to take your mind off things! I feel my best when I'm doing something for me, not sitting in my room analyzing my symptoms on the internet haha. Good luck, I love these message boards. They have been such a great outlet. hugs!!
 
Cool - :hugs: Awwwww try to stay as strong as possible, I know it sucks having to wait for so long and sometimes it just feels there is no hope but you have to think positive and keep going. How long have you been TTC?
I really hope you see a BFP soon and everything works out for you. Dont say sorry for telling us how you feel, there is nothing wrong in it. We all have our moment and thats what we are here for! To support one another, we are all on the same boat.

AFM - I had the shock of my life. I had brown spotting in the afternoon followed by light pink spotting, after few hours I had very bad cramps, it was like killer period pain I had to take pain killers for it. The spotting turned into blood. I was bleeding!!! :nope:
It is very light red and its a little with the very bad cramps. When I saw it I felt like bursting into tears but held it in until I told DH then my tears just came. Im so worried now, I just spoke to the nurse (I called them because I was scared and in pain) and she said it is either implantation or AF is coming! My beta test is on Thursday. I hope its not AF. I feel so miserable now and it feels like its the end :cry::cry::cry:
Im trying to just think positive and simply wait for Thursday.
 
peachaeo said:
coolstar- I know how you feel! I have been struggling with my faith so much lately. Try to stay strong, sometimes faith can be most helpful when you REALLY need a dose of hope. Also I would recommend starting a new book or trying a new hobby...something to take your mind off things! I feel my best when I'm doing something for me, not sitting in my room analyzing my symptoms on the internet haha. Good luck, I love these message boards. They have been such a great outlet. hugs!!
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Thank you so much :hugs: , I have taken up new hobby to keep myself as much busy as I can but some days are for worse. Under normal situation with my rollercoaster mind I would have thought that I am crazy but I read somewhere that infertility grief is comparable to a major grief in life such as losing someone. You know I find it so hard that as much as I try to forget about my infertility, every cycle AF gives me a big slap in my face and reminds me of my pain.
 
Heart : I am sure it is implantation, pls stay positive and don't take tension as it is not good, specially for you. Wish I could hug you, but I am sending lots of wishes to you and I am sure Thursday would be a special day in your life.

I have been trying since Jan'2012 :(
 
Yearning, I wrote to you on the IVF thread. :hugs: I don't think you're out yet! :dust:

I'm with you other ladies on feeling really pessimistic right now. Just the past few days I've started feeling really hopeless for the first time. Sucks. Lots of whining in my journal, so I won't repeat it here. Usually I find that feeling down passes after a few days, so I'm waiting for that. AF due at any minute, at which point I'll start the IVF process. Maybe that will make me feel better?

Hugs to everyone here. Hope we all get lucky soon. :hugs:
 
Yearning - FX this is implantation!! Please try to stay positive!
Cool - I have had those same thoughts as well and I think it's perfectly ok to share them here as we all know how difficult it is to share these things with people in real life who may not understand what we're going through
Pbl - I found that starting IVF made me feel better (nervous, yes, but better) because it felt like I was taking steps towards something good. not going to lie though, it wasn't easy but I did feel a lot more hopeful while I was having it.

Hello to peachaoe and anyone else who've since joined the thread! AFM, after being on the pill or a few weeks I've just started my downreg injections for IVF #2!
 
Cool - Thanks for the support! I really appreciate it and it does make me feel better :flower:
Awww I know having to wait for years for BFP sucks! but stay strong, it will be here soon. Its true its so important to have a hobby or keep your self busy otherwise the mind plays games. During this 2 WW of mine Iv moved out to a familys house where there are few people around and time will go fast as I will be busy, I would go crazy if I was staying at my apartment!

pbl - Yep we are both in the other thread too. Good luck with the pills. Your going to start on pills right once AF comes? or it is the scan then injections? Anyhow what ever it is, I hope it goes smooth and well for you. Kepp us updated.

Thanks to eveyone for the support! I think I over reacted yesterday. I was just so scared, this 2WW is a killer! Im feeling much better today. The cramps has gone down a lot but still there. I had blood clots since yesterday evening til this morning. I hope its nothing to worry about. ANyways I am trying to pass time today and first thing tomorrow I am at the blood clinic. Im excited yet nervous.

(I have repeated the above info like 3 times, I should of just copied and pasted it! lol)
 
Pbl : You have said it so correctly when you said feeling down passes after a few days. I cried so much yest, today much better. Hopefully I will be normal tomm. I am sure when once IVF process start we will all feel better, like Gold said taking a step toward something more positive.
 
Coolstar said:
Pbl : You have said it so correctly when you said feeling down passes after a few days. I cried so much yest, today much better. Hopefully I will be normal tomm. I am sure when once IVF process start we will all feel better, like Gold said taking a step toward something more positive.
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Hi ladies, I just got my results - a BFN :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

I guess I kind of expected it as my bleeding increased a lot this morning and I had blood clots. Im just so so gutted! :cry::cry::cry:

I wish you guys all the best!!! I hope you guys see a BFP and those who got a BFP, I hope you have a happy and healthy 9 months. Thank you soo much for your kind words and support it meant the world to me.

Love you all! xxx
 
YearningHeart said:
Hi ladies, I just got my results - a BFN :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

I guess I kind of expected it as my bleeding increased a lot this morning and I had blood clots. Im just so so gutted! :cry::cry::cry:

I wish you guys all the best!!! I hope you guys see a BFP and those who got a BFP, I hope you have a happy and healthy 9 months. Thank you soo much for your kind words and support it meant the world to me.

Love you all! xxx
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Heart I am so sorry :hugs: , lots of hugs from us. I know it is very tough but pls stay strong. There are so many ladies who get BFP in their IVF#2 , I know how depressing infertility is. We are all with you, wish I could just hold you :hugs::hugs:

Also my doc had told me IVF success rate 1st cycle is just around 50% so odds are against us.
 
Yearning - I'm so sorry, that sucks!! I know how you feel, so take the time to grieve/cry and hopefully you can try again next time
 
Yearning - yes I was on the pill for about 3 weeks and started downreg injections last week! eek!
 
yaaaaay thats great! Not long left. Keep us updated - Im excited for you. Bets of luck. its exciting exciting :-)
 
Heart : Would you be starting your IVF#2 soon or you would be taking a break ?

Gold : Yay for round 2 :)

Pbl : How many days more before injections start ?
 
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