lauraclili- i pray the Lord answers your prayers and gives you that precious baby you want so badly in your heart.
i know that there are people who dont agree with me about this so i hope i dont offend you or anyone else. i feel though that sometimes the Lord uses Dr's to assist Him in His work for us. we know that Luke in the bible was a physician after all. we are all here to help each other. a dr doesnt even have to be a christian for Him to use them to help His people.
i had cancer on my cervix after my first 2 children. i didnt get it taken care of like i should have and didnt get pregnant again for 7 years. after having my 3rd, i quickly got pregnant again on purpose. i almost had to induce him early because it had gotten pretty bad. i prayed through the whole pregnancy that He would just heal me, and i truly believed He would. i didnt have to induce, but within 6 weeks of having my 4th i had to go into surgery to have the cancer removed. i was told that i would have a slim chance to be able to have more children. i was devastated that he didnt heal me and was losing the chance of more children and didnt understand.
my DH told me one day while we were praying before the surgery that the Lord WAS gonna heal me. it just wasnt the way that i had asked for or expected. He used the dr to heal me. and although he was gonna work through her hands, all the glory is to go back to Him! i hadnt thought of this before. i realized that He had given me insurance and money to take care of it and i had to trust that it was His way of doing things. i had been scared of surgery, but He brought me through it and all the cancer was removed. i didnt even have to have chemotherapy as expected. even though i was supposed to have a slim chance of getting pregnant again, i was pregnant with this baby 5 months after my last one!
i truly believe now that if i didnt have access to a dr that could perform the surgery to remove the cancer, He would have healed me in a different way. He wasnt letting me down, just waiting for me to accept the way He had provided for me to be healed. not saying that this is the way He has in store for you, im sure He will speak to you as He did us. im just saying that He can use a dr to help you conceive and it in no way is any less miraculous than if you conceived without. the baby would still come from God, because only God can make life!
and honey, love is enough- because God is enough and He is love- so whatever path He chooses for you to follow, love is there! your marriage and family will not only be built on the love between you and your DH, God is the third partner in our marriages