Hey Beautiful Ladies!!
First I gotta say, MommaBrown, I laughed out loud at the 'bumping dirties' comment. I know the circumstances are not funny, but I have never heard it called that particular thing before and think that is hilarious description.
Navy, I really like your little girl's name. I hope you guys had fun at the trampoline place..
Mumof5, I bet you are so excited. I was so happy to get mine done. I hope you get your thb right away!!
Cupcake, I bet you are so ready for your IUI! I hope this is the last one you need! I am praying for you.
Thanks for the well-wishes Jenafyr. I don't know much about thyroid except most people say it's not too bad to get under control and once it is, pregnancy is easier.
Fluter, Do you have 9 days left to start your period? Are you due to start it? I don't know if I caught that. I sure hope you bleed in the time you have left. I am rooting for you!
I found out that my husband is due back on the 4th. If I go off my bleed for my loss, I should ovulate on Thursday sometime. Today he tells me that he might get to come back even a few days earlier to help me with my surgery. I started bleeding again today, but I know I am going to ovulate soon, mostly from the ultrasound I had the other day and from my ovary pain. I also am ovulating from my working side. Sometimes I think God loves me so much and trusts me so much that He wants to see just how much worry and stress I will try to deal with myself, or if I will give in and give it to Him. I can't imagine a more stressful situation. I haven't seen my husband in a month. I am ovulating from my good tube, without medicine. My hubby is coming home on the day before I am due to ovulate and I am to have surgery either the day of ovulation or the day after. Plus, I am still miscarrying. Note: I have not seen my best friend in a month and will be having a surgery on my hoo-hah parts the day or so AFTER he gets home which will require no hooching it for a few days. What do you ladies think? You think God has a very tough lesson for me to learn in my future that He must give me such struggles?
I guess what will be, will be. I am nervous about the surgery. I had the most horrible experience the other day with that water hsg in the doctors office. It hurt my right side so badly I thought I was going to cry. He did do the procedure after I had a three year pap and a vaginal ultrasound though.
The doctor had told me that the Menopur was expensive and he didn't understand why no one had prescribed it since the military covered it. I am just so glad to finally be able to have this surgery that I would never be able to pay for on my own. I do consider myself blessed to have the insurance I do have. I actually am supposed to pay 20%, but the doctor hasn't given me a single bill as of yet. I feel very blessed to get to take even these small steps. I don't get to have IUI's or anything like that, but the Army covers anything diagnostic completely and any prescription I get is just 5 dollars. I could wish it covered IVF or IUI, but I feel lucky to get these two months of a really kind doctor. The funny thing is that he is in his middle 70's and has more common sense than any other doctor I have met here. I am gonna pick an old doctor from now on. I wish I had found him sooner so I would have more time, but God does what He will and I will try to spend the few months I do have doing what I can.
There is only 2 more things on my list. I am scared that neither of them is what is wrong. At least I will finally know though and that is important. I am excited to try a new medicine too. The hardest part is waiting. I am ready to stop bleeding, I know that. I have been bleeding/spotting since the 20th and this loss was hard enough without it not ending. I am proof though that you can ovulate and be bleeding, I think my number has not went all the way down yet either, but I am sure it wasn't all down on the 20th.
I am so so glad I have proof finally that my pregnancies have not been tubal. Not saying that some of them couldn't have, but I know that this one made it to the right place. It was so awesome to see that on ultrasound. God gives me little tiny victories every time. A victory is a victory---no matter how small.
I am praying for you all.
I just had to come on and chat out my heart since my husband is coming home early and I am so happy and excited and ask you ladies to pray for my surgery. I will only have one tube left. Pray that it stays open and healthy and I don't get another infection.
Anyway I am nervous talking.
I pray for you all. I will check in after my surgery and give the news.. Good or bad. God bless!!