Hi ladies.
Babyhope -

I don't even know why they make those horrid blue dye tests. If I got that line I would think positive fore sure. I hope it is.
Why Toronto for treatment? You must have fertility treatment available in Ottawa? Did you get hit by the storm today? We were lucky and only got about an inch.
Snow - I totally get the body issues. It really is hard to see your body change and get so much bigger. I've noticed my legs have gotten bigger over the past few weeks and I'm getting down about it. I just keep reminding myself I had my pre-baby body back within a couple months after having Laia. I hope I'm that lucky again.
Have you picked out names yet?
Bump - that limbo stage is annoying isn't it? You know you're preg, but you just want physical proof! It's coming love. I can't wait for you to feel movement! It's so exciting and amazing.
What's this naming ceremony thing? I've never heard of anything like that!
March 18th eh? That little baby better be spread eagle so you find out the gender! I'm starting to get the boy vibe. Let's see if I can be 2/2!
Leinz - how's your beautiful family? How's chloe getting on being a big sister? Is Zoela an easy baby? Laia was colic - I really hope this baby isn't!
afm- I'm 34 weeks so dr is no longer really worried about me going into labour. No more weekly cervical ultrasounds! I still do have to go for weekly bio-physical ultrasounds (they check placental blood flow, amniotic fluid levels, fetal movement, and if baby is practicing breathing), and NST's. And every other week I go for growth scans. I had one last week and baby was estimated at 4lbs 6oz.
I think I'll also have to start 24 hr urine tests. My bp has been slowly rising, and just in the past couple days I have started to swell. I'm starting to freak about the possibility of getting pre-e and HELLP again.
Sorry for being so whiny. This hasn't been the best time for me and I am ready to not be pregnant anymore. I've noticed that I'm getting very short with DH and DD, and I feel horrible about it, as that isn't like me.
And just one more mini rant, sorry! I spoke with my in laws a couple of days ago and they said that they are going to try and come here for the birth. I love them, I do, but I do not want them here for at least a couple weeks after she is born. They are from Spain and speak literally NO English, so they are very demanding of our attention when they are here. Also last time they were here (after dd#1 was born) they would complain that we were not going out and doing things. Well I'm sorry but she was 1 month old and I was not being their fricken tour guide! Oh and they do not inserts and the concept of privacy. They (MIL, SIL and even FIL) would come into her nursery while I was breast feeding and sit like 2 feet away from me and watch!!!! I understand it's precious to see an infant feeding, but for F sakes, at least ask if I am comfortable with it! They are a very tight knit family and are very old school European in their ways (affectionate, very involved in everyones lives, etc), but they have to understand that I am not!
Okay, rant(s) over!
Oh snow, as for my anxiety, it's been very minimal, even with going off my medication again. I know it's safe during pregnancy, but I couldn't help but worry a little. I know I will
be going back on it after I deliver, as my anxiety really acted up after having dd#1.