However, it IS the weekend, AF is here, so I believe you're in the green to drink a little booze! 
Don't even bat an eye, hun. We're much better than that. And will continue being Bitter Bessies 
all we please. All I did was sit on the toilet sobbing that I lost my baby. It was awful!!
Karen- Fantastic! I'm so glad that someone in NHS has their head screwed on properly!! This calls for massive celebration, drinks, cigs, cheesy puffs, and carbs galore!
Amanda- I'm sorry to hear that. Maybe DH will get broody and change his mind.
Rosebud- Meh, of course they're all Positive Patricias when they're pregnant. Never mind the Pessimistic Penelopes they once were.
Rant:
I had this HORRID nightmare last night. Apparently, I was pregnant and was all pleased about having his baby. At one point when I went to the latrine, I started to miscarry. I could feel the bits of my unborn child splashing into the toilet.
. We're not trying but not preventing until January. Our FSA starts over and we'll have more funds on it for him to have himself checked again to be sure nothing's wrong. We're going to do this on our own with my medical insurance through my work instead of relying on the VA to help us. DH's a disabled veteran and can't work, so he was honorably discharged from the military due to medical. They probably wouldn't pay for it anyway, so he might as well go to whatever doctor he chooses to rather than the @$$hole 
finger
they sent him to a while back. After all that in April, and my doctor's appt in May, I finally said that I've had it for a while. The clomid was really getting to me and we just needed to step away from it for a while. I think for my sanity, it's been okay. 
so sad I could cry I'm sorry. Its never easy hearing of pregnant woman taking their baby for granted, how can they not want to hear a heart beat one of my dh's cousins didn't go to the doctors with her pregnancy until she was 7 months...purely because she had spent the previous 6 months drinking, smoking and partying to try and get rid of 'it' (her words not mine) 
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I forgot my main rant
BANKS! One of the main banks in the UK has gone down. Their computers have failed resulting in no payments being put into peoples accounts, and no payments coming out! Which means I have not been paid my wages yesterday as planned...moving house with zero money in the bank is NOT ideal! Stupid bank I am going to send you a cat poo in the post!!!!
Hi all, not been about much lat couple of days due I work but I'm back and ready to vent!!!
My rant of the day is I HATE OPKs!!!! I used them almost every day at one point for well over a year (before clomid) and only got 1 positive result. I stopped using them to try and keep my sanity but now that I've been taking clomid for 12 months with varying results my if dr said "use them again you will ov between cd11-16 ( as is normal for clomid) and you'll get a positive" I was skeptical but thought I'd follow her. Well I've got news for you lady, it's day 15 an nada!!!!!!!!!! I hate them so much I could bang my head on a brick wall!! I clearly Don't follow the same rules as other women or I'd be pg by now.
Ahh why does everything in my life have to be a complicated battle. Just get me pregnant already!!!!!!
Oh and to top it all off I'm too young (???) to have ivf so I just have to keep going this way.
I am in the same boat.
Just married, I hope my comment didn't offend anyone.
It's just very frustrating at the minute as I so desperately want the help but won't get it till I turn thirty. Kinda hurts to be told someone else's criteria means I have to wait to be a mother
