Thanks everyone for all of your kind thoughts and wishes, it means so much to me
So here's my update: I went to the doctor yesterday and told her I had a positive pregnancy test. She said congratulations and I burst into floods of tears!
I told her I was spotting/bleeding and that I had been for around 10 days. before, during and after BFP). She explained that lots of women spot early in their pregnancy and it could just be normal but said that as I had experienced spotting/bleeding that it meant I was a 'threatened miscarriage'. She said it's a 50/50 chance and that for now I should just rest and take it easy. She called the Early Pregnancy Unit and booked me in for a scan at the end of the month. If I'm able to hold on to the pregnancy till then I'll be six weeks and still really early for a scan but she explained they should be able to see that the sac etc is in the right place.
She also told me not to worry if the bleeding gets worse and I do miscarry, because at least now I know everything is in order and that hopefully there'll be a next time. But not to lose hope for now. Today, I'm still spotting/bleeding but it seems to be about the same as yesterday and still having no cramps. So trying to keep as positive as possible.
Bean66, I'm so glad I read your post before going to the doctor!
My head is all over the place and I'm sure I would have forgotten to mention the B50 complex thing. I asked her if I should continue and she advised against it and told me that everything I need should be in a pre-natal. I told her I was worried that coming off it may cause me to miscarry. However, she said that if I did, it wouldn't be down to the B complex. I'm just really nervous to stop taking anything that has got me this far. I'm not quite sure what to do as I've read about other women who's doctors have said continuing with B50 is just fine?
How are you getting on this cycle? I'm keeping everything crossed for you.
Ebony2010, thanks for sharing your story with me, I really hope my spotting stops soon too!
And thanks for the advice on the tummy sensations. I keep panicking, thinking it's cramps, and then I realise it's probably just a wind pain - I'm like a big ball of gas right now
DaisyQ, sorry to hear about the spotting. But don't give up hope, I'm proof that spotting doesn't stop the BFP!
Also, the fact that it's stopped now sounds like a great sign. Possible BFP? I hope so!
Babybabyfever, that's great news on your BFP. And I agree, this whole thing really is a rollercoaster ride with more ups, downs, twists and turns than I've ever known!
Good luck with your scan next week, let me know how it goes!
MissBroody, thanks for thinking for me. I've only taken B50 this month so the other ladies can advise you better, but I had a really short LP and decided to start on the lower dose knowing I could always up my dose later if needed. Not sure if this helps at all?
254, thanks for keeping your fingers crossed for me - let's hope it works! And yes, the pills were progesterone based. I have such a short LP and when I tested earlier this month (9dpo - which I know is really early) I got a BFN. Then at 12 dpo I got a BFP. So, I'm not sure when it implanted but I'm almost convinced that the pills helped give me just a little longer to implant? Not that I'm recommending use of these pills as you're not meant to take them if you think you're pregnant or are TTC. I only took them as I was bleeding, thought for sure I was out and my doc advised them in advance of my scan. I mentioned to the doctor about this and asked if I may have a progesterone issue but she told me that my test (cd21 test) had come back clear and that my progesterone was okay and that this was just a coincidence. I'll wait and see what happens but if I find myself TTC again in the near future I think I'll be pressing for more progesterone tests.
Thanks again for thinking of me and I hope all is going well for you this cycle.
Sorry for the War and Peace post, I'll keep you all updated in hopefully much smaller posts! If you weren't all so nice I wouldn't have this problem, so you only have yourselves to blame!
Sending you all lots of