Waiting For Our 2014 Miracles<3!!!

[nic18]

I honestly thought I could see a line!

 

[PrayingLady]

Me too! Lol. Thankfully I'm out of hPT's so I will officially wait for AF. How are you and baby.

 

[nic18]

when's af due
we're doing good thanks babe!

 

[PrayingLady]

My app tracker says 6 days but im sure that can't be correct. I had a positive opk on CD14 Im CD24 with a usual 11 day lp.

 

[nic18]

keep us updated!! fingers crossed for you chick x

 

[Sophie2]

hey girlies hows it going ?

Nik how the little one doing any updates??

PL mama hows things been did af show her ugly self ?

3ggo still thinking about u hun

 

[nic18]

made it to third tri! everything is great
how's this with you?

 

[Sophie2]

awww nik u should so put pic of ur belly woooo hooooooo i cant believe time is flying so fast

 

[nic18]

]https://i872.photobucket.com/albums/ab288/nhunter1995/Mobile%20Uploads/IMG_20140205_080452_zpstjmsbilf.jpg

 

[nic18]

27week bump

 

[Sophie2]

omg your still so tiny tho awwwwwwwwwwwwww
i just wanna rub your belly aawwwwwwwww lol im still so excited for you

 

[nic18]

I can still do everything, so bump isn't really getting in the way!

 

[Sophie2]

not yet wait till ur a little bigger wont even be able to tie your laces lmao

 

[nic18]

well it's hard to bend !

 

[Sophie2]

lol so roll lmao jk

 

[nic18]

how are you getting on anyway?

 

[Sophie2]

right now im NTNP i wanted to wait till april just to regulate af a little before the fertility meds. but girl i got into a big fight with my oh on sat i asked him if he can take me to a homegirls house since i was drinking a little i guess a little to much he agreed but then started yelling at me and i told him i just wanna clear my head a little ive been under alot of stress lately and i just want to relax i said u leave here and go to your moms and u got for a drive to clear ur head im asking for one night and we just went to yelling at eachother i lost it and i hit him idky i felt trapped and i was pushing him away from me becuz i felt like i was gonna lose it ive never done this in my life and i so regret it but after that i guess i black out and i heard i like attacked him and went outside and started beating on his car girl i feel so bad we didnt talk cuz i knew i was wrong the next morning i still have moments that i dont remember like actually attacking him but im not gonna say i didnt do it i feel really bad for it and ive apologized for it over and over again i wish i could take it back becuz im not that person im so mad at myself and i hate myself he came over the house yesterday and we talked and he told me he loved me and all but that he just wanted some time and i cant fight him i messed up i had no right regardless to how trapped i felt i just wish i cant take it back hes says that he wants to work it out but that he needs time so hes at his moms house and im sure the more i try to fight for him and make it work the more they are gonna keep him away so ttc and my relationship is all up in the air right now

 

[nic18]

sorry to hear you and your OH are having a rough time!
we all lash out when and don't mean it, let him have his space and you have yours! everything will sort itself out
you two have been through alot together he's not going to give up now!

 

[Sophie2]

girl i really hope not

hows everything going with Lyle and ur oh

 

[nic18]

everything will be fine
yeah everything is fine over here thanks