Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[MrsBroodyPant]

Aww sorry about the bfn. We will have to wait and sew what happens. Xxx

Ive randomly taken my temp now and its still low. I cant understand what's going on! I'm sure I must of ovulated. Got sore nipples and positive opk and two days of very high temps! See what tomorrow brings

Xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

Cath- I am doing okay. Been off for a bit trying to process everything. I hope we get some s on here soon!

 

[Nina83]

Lady, digital aren't that sensitive. Are you going to get blood taken?
Are you temping as well?

 

[cathgibbs]

MrsB thats so weird i havent been temping this month but woke up early and decided to temp and mine is still low?! CP is closed - very weird?!

Awww Lady I hate being stuck in Limbo!!! I hope AF Or a BFP shows up very soon for you hun - like Nina said though Digis arent that sensitive...have you got an ic there?

Happily its going to take a while for you to get your head around things hun but we are all here for you

Nina how is the quilt? Any more progress? xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Morning.

Cath strange that your temp is low too. Mine a little higher today so think im still 4dpo. We are so close again this cycle if u are 2dpo.

Happily bigs hugs to u xxx

LL84 yes digitals arent very sensitive. I hope u get bfp or af soon as not knowing is worse thsn starting a new cycle.

Nina. How are u today?

Xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Off to the doctors in the morning I hope they have answers!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Good luck LL84 keep us updated xxx

 

[hilslo]

Found you all!!!!! Sorry - I was clearly a moron and totally missed the fact that the thread had moved to the buddies section (despite looking back and realising that Cath's e-mail was v clear)
Not much to update from me. 9 weeks after my mmc and still waiting for af. I had a second erpc on Monday to remove a small (<2cm) bit of "retained product". I got a negative hpt about two weeks ago so it's just a waiting game now. Urgh!
MrBP - I hope your edd wasn't too bad. Mine is coming up on Tuesday and dh has been sent to Poland for work so won't be around for it . Part of me is looking forward to it so I don't have to dread it anymore!
I going to have a read back through the older posts to catch up. xx

 

[Nina83]

Hilslo- welcome back! You were missed
How was knitting night?
My edd is also coming up. My acupuncturist asked how I am doing, if I'm stressed out because it's not happening yet, and (auto correct just corrected beacsue to beachwear?) I'm not stressed. I'm depressed that "why did it happen". She told me that once my edd is over, I might "let go" a bit more and it might come easier. I can't believe it's almost been 9 months.

Lady, good you're going to a doctors- hopefully you'll get a clear answer!

Mrs.B and Cath- cycle buddies? FX for both of you. Strange you might have lower temps, but I've come to realize, that sometimes- a chart can just be wack. Doesn't mean anything good, and doesn't mean anything bad. It's just wacko. It's frustrating that after a MC you just have to accept than anything can happen without meaning behind it.

Happily- Sending lots of love your way

I had a pretty bad day today. My pregnant coworker started talking about birthing options to my other coworker, just outside my office. I closed my door, but that wasn't enough and my ipod was dead so I couldn't drown out their voices.
Then a guy I work with came in and asked why he has to listen to birth talk, and just hearing it from him, and kicking him out because I didn't want to hear it from him made me feel bad. We're close and he's super sensitive, I know he'd be sympathetic, but I just didn't want to talk about it.
Then the girls started talking about epidural and stuff. They were 3 girls, 2 who know of my MC. It was just killing me inside. The girl was laughing, and all I was thinking was "it's not over until it's over, don't laugh yet". How morbid. I just wanted her to shut the f*ck up.

 

[ladyluck84]

Nina I know what you mean I'm always shocked how people talk. A girl I know announced she was pregnant on Facebook the day she found out at only 4 weeks. I guess people who get pregnant quickly and never lose a baby just presume everything is going to be ok. I wish I could go back to being that naive

 

[hilslo]

Right, I've had to come over to the computer and tapping it all in one finger at a time was just far too slow! I've read all the way through from the begininning and it made me realise how much I've missed you guys and how important you are me to keep me sane and make me chuckle. Prize for best chuckle goes to LL - one glass holidng a champagne flute and the other sticking up the finger on NYE!

Happily - oh my goodness, I very rarely swear, even in real life but what you have gone through this year is truly sh*t. I'm so sorry you've had another blow. I wish there was a way of making it better for you . What amazing frineds you have though!

Nina- the knitting course was great - I learnt to cable knit and lace knit. The final week was tough (baby booties ) I was rubbish at them. Turns out I can't make a baby or baby booties lol!

People assume you just "get over it" I think. Having said that, until you've been through this, I don't really think you can understand just how painful it is. I came off the pill 17 months ago and really thought it would happen quickly. It did for our other friends. DH used to joke about how his supersperm were going to get me pregnant first try- it seems ridiculously naive now! I have a girl who works for me who talks about her son ALL the time. As she works for me I don't feel like I can tell her to shut up but sometimes I really feel like it. The other girl who was 7 weeks ahead of me is due to bring in her baby any day now. I wish i know when she was planning it so I could take the day off or work from home. I just can't bear it!

Anyway, sorry for the long thread - it's been a while

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Welcome back Hilslo. You have been missed! Sorry u are still waiting on af.

I know what u all mean about being naive. I hear so many people just presume their pregnancy will go to plan, it's nice in a way that they can think that.
A woman from my works baby is due anyday now. I saw her in the hospital when were we having our scans! When she has her baby it will really hit home to me. I do think that once this month is over then I might not feel so negative.
At least we got like minded person here who understand to talk to

Xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

Nina: How crappy of your co-workers! I would have reacted the same way.

Hilslo: Thank you! I don't know the point of all this in my life but all I can do is roll with the punches.

 

[ladyluck84]

Welcome back hilslo!!

 

[hilslo]

Good luck at the doctors today Ladyluck. How was your temperature this morning? And yours MrsB?

 

[cathgibbs]

Morning Ladies!

Yay Hilslo you found us I hope AF hurries up for you hun!!

Happily how you doing hun? Is it the 24th your having the procedure done?

LL Gl at the drs hun I hope they can figure out what the H is going on?!

MrsB What was your temp like this am hun?

Nina im so sorry your having a shitty day at work hun i hope today is a bit better for you

My temp last night was way up so I think yesterdays might have been a fluke cause DF slept late and made me answer him before i took my temp lol its still up this am and along with the EWCM on the weekend I think my ticker is right xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Morning all.

My temp was high again today! So im pleased with that. I'm teally wanting sore boobs tho like I usually do and never get them.

Happily I've tried to find reasons why things have happened to me in life but they are not explanations. It's nothing u did or need to learn, its just life deals out random things to anyone. Always thinking about you hun. I hope u are doing ok xxx

X

 

[cathgibbs]

Only now my sore boobs have arrived hun - looks like we are looking forward to a crazy 2ww!

Totally agree with what Mrsb has just said Happily but the way you are dealing with his is amazing, xxx

 

[Nina83]

Quick update before I'm off to a LONG weekend!
Slept real bad last night, do NOT take acidophilus before going to bed. Bad idea. Very bad.
So I woke up at 4:00, then went back to bed at 5. Woke up at 8:15 took temp- sky high. I think I'm screwed with temping this cycle. I'm not sure I want to wake up at 7 each morning on vacation and temp. Might be a good idea to "relax" this cycle.
I should get a +OPK on Sunday, we'll still be at the hotel, so yes. Morning sex this cycle.
Heavy nausea has kicked in (also woke me up at night).
Hope everyone has a great weekend! Mucho love, see you on Monday

 

[HappilyTTC]

Nina: Have fun. Take a break from all this.

Mrs. B: It's so hard to not think I did something to cause all this. I mean, it's cervical cancer caused by HPV, but I know that it still not my "fault." I know life is a wash at the end of it all and I have lots to be grateful for. This stuff is tough. Thank you for your support.

Cath: The 24th is my follow-up for the conization. My GYN said he can't proceed with the hysterectomy until I have healed from that. My husband will be there at the appointment. He has to approve the hysterectomy as well. Sillness, huh? I think I am healing okay. I went for a run yesterday
(2.5 miles) and didn't bleed. I did cramp, but a little hydrocodone helped that. I really can't wait to get on with it. I just want some closure, ya know?