So, I am terribly pissed off right now. Again, I'm just talking aloud here. (talking out loud? I just DON'T GET IT!!!!!!!! Other stuff, not related to TTC, well, maybe, but is a different way. Ugh.
Blue, it's so easy to give advice to others- and usually when I do, I really 100% believe it! It's crazy- why can't I believe it for myself?!
I'm usually a negative person, more like a grumpy old man, like in Up

I keep looking back and laughing at myself at how positive I was and it got me nowhere- actually, it got me 4 steps back, so what good does it do?
"Think positive and positive things will happen to you" Bleh, been there done that- failure. It's not that I don't try to think positive, I just don't believe in that sentence. Things will happen to me, good or bad, whatever I think. Of course it will help my mental health if I'm more positive, but it won't actually get me anywhere.
Sorry for rambling.
DH is doing the SA right now. I told him I'd reward him this evening for going through with it. I told him to man up about it and I've done worse and more embarrassing things. Every visit to my doctor is in some way quite embarrassing.
Seriously, like we've never had sex in 5 days before, and AF is around so it's not like he actually had to "keep it in". I guess when you CAN'T have it it's worse. The poor puppy

I am praying everything is OK. That would totally crush him.
Cramps again, my legs hurt so much, thank god it's Thursday. Tomorrow DH has something, so I've got the house to ME! I plan on sewing and completing at least 5 more blocks of my quilt. Pictures will come!
https://www.dumpaday.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/tommy-lee-jones-grumpy-old-man.jpg
Hehe, just had to add this! See that woman smiling in the back and laughing, just looking at her gets me more grumpy!

))) LOL, that is so me!