Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[Nina83]

I hope so!

I absolutely hate waiting for O. I forgot how lousy it makes me feel. The nausea and cramps kicked in yesterday. Plus, I think I'm developing another yeast infection or something.
I temped with a digital this morning and got 36.0! Couldn't believe it, I never got that low! So I used my good old mercury glass one and got 36.3. Don't tell DH, but I think I'll stick to my glass one.

I worked on my quilt last night, I feel like I'm on a roll It's a big huge heart, half is already done, and yesterday I got quite a bit done on the second half. I have a feeling that by the end of the week I might just finish the front panel! I really want this quilt to be for my little bub
DH and I talked about it yesterday. I told him I feel like my life is pretty shitty altogether. I hate my job. I feel like a complete failure there. He keeps asking "are you ok?" I'm getting tired of saying no all the time.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Well done with your quilt hun. Keep up the good work!

I know my life feels terrible at the moment too. I think we are feeling quite similar. I'm lucky that I like my job though. I guess a change of career at the moment wouldn't be good if u have a baby soon, which u will .

I got a nice temp rise this morning so looks like ive ovulated. We have dtd every other day and then 3 in a row since positive opk so looks like I followed smep without really planning to. I've done the same pattern as my bfp so im going to be sadly disappointed when it doesn't work lol

Xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I feel a bit better about hubby at the moment. He got asked to go out last night but didn't. He is taking our wedding photographs into work today as someone at work might use our photographer. He is also talking about us having a house party and his mate from work can dj and invite our friends etc. So im guessing he wouldn't be doing those things if he was up to no good lol.

X

 

[Nina83]

Mrs.B, It's good you feel better about DH. I really think guys just go through phases. Women too
Now begins the TWW, I have a good feeling!

I'm quite miserable, career wise. I actually stayed at my job to begin with because I told myself "3 more months and then we can begin TTC, and then only 9 more months..." I'm the sucker who actually waits 6 months at a new job.
Little did I know it would take us forever to get pregnant, only to loose it. So here I am, almost 2 years into a job I hate. Ugh.
I'd switch jobs though, if I could find one. I'm always on the lookout. I don't care right now, if I find something better I won't be waiting 6 months. I can't put my life on hold forever.
I feel like such a fool for waiting in the first place. No one does anyways. I'm the only idiot.

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Well I hope u find another job soon and can be happier. This ttc crap is hard work and proving a lobg process. I cant ever see my journey coning to an end. I hope this is all our cycles and we all get bfps on this thread
X

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

How is everyone? X

 

[Nina83]

Good morning
I still have a yeast infection But started taking tablets last night so I wouldn't miss O. Counting down the days until our weekend.
I don't know if I should get DH anything. I got him something for his birthday, but have no clue what to get him for our anniversary. We're kind of like that, no presents

Cath, I saw the cake you made for your OH- amazing!!! I definitely need to make that someday!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Dh and I are the same Nina, we don't bother with presents for anniversary. We get lovely cards and usually have a night away. Maybe u could bake him a cake?

X

 

[Nina83]

I actually thought of getting cupcakes from the woman who made out cake, with the same flowers, but I would never make it to her bakery in time.
The best presents always seem to come at random times, which is always fun. I really don't expect anything, except flowers which I'm sure I'll get.
My coworker went all out for her husbands birthday, sky diving, a hotel, a huge party and a weekend at a hotel. She was in total shock when I told her all we do is go out for dinner! Sometimes I feel bad about not doing anything, but then again, sometimes just staying at home snuggled up and KNOWING it's a special night is the best ever
I'm sure I'll find a perfect present for him next month

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Exactly! U dont need to spend lots of money to show u love soneone. Dh and my birthday are in the same week so we sometimes have a joint BBQ with family and friends in our garden. We dont do presents except for special birthdays, then we go crazy lol. I took dh to las vegas for his 30th and he is planning a holiday for my 30th too.
Just a good excuse for a holiday really.
Xxx

 

[cathgibbs]

Nina dont feel bad hun!! We dont go all out for each others birthdays - we just buy a present - go out for food and go out for drinks with friends - if its a special birthday like 30th/40th/50th then ill roll the boat out haha!

Ohhh you'll have to upload a pic of the quilt hun so we can see!! When do you think you will be finished? and dont worry your secret is safe about the thermometer :-D

MrsD!! Yay for ov woohooo!! Iv got everything x for you hun!!

LL how are you doing lovely??

Happily I hope you are ok hun - your in my thoughts xxxxxx

Nina that cake took me ages and now my boss wants me to bake her one this week grrrrrrr!!
I had the most amount of EWCM I have ever ever had in my life - normally its not noticeable but oh my god Saturday It felt like i had wet myself so we dtd - we really need to bang our heads together we have been sooooo busy again this week we only dtd twice! wednesday and Sat and I think i ov sat/sun so not holding out much hope but we need to be doing it like rabbits! xxx

 

[Nina83]

Cath,
https://i1220.photobucket.com/albums/dd442/PurplePeonyToo/internet-high-five-place-hand-.jpg

woot woot for EWCM!

When DH had his 30th, we got married. So we were broke afterwards But I did get him a super fancy watch and hey, he got me
It's my 30th in December and he wants to do something special but I'm just all meh whatever. When he asks me what I want I'm like, seriously? All I want is a BFP. But I can't tell him that again. Other than that there is nothing I want. I can't be shallow and tell him I want shoes or something... Or can I? I don't know, if there is something I'd like from him it would be something more meaningful than shoes. Actually, the best bday present I got from him was a handmade coupon book I have yet to cash one in!

I hope the front panel of the quilt will be finished by next weekend. I absolutely hate cutting half squares which is most of the work. After that it's a breeze. I told DH that it's not much of sewing a quilt than it is cutting the fabric. Humph.
Here's a picture of how it will look like. I'm a copycat so it'll be in the same colors

https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-xPIinTSuq68/UOX8N4JKSLI/AAAAAAAAL_A/Vg5h2QpkcnQ/s640/i+heart+you+quilt+ombre+pattern.jpg

I want to sew one next year as well and raffle it off for donations for breast cancer awareness month. I want to do something meaningful. I feel so selfish sometimes.

 

[ladyluck84]

I'm now 4 days late and still no af. Tested on Saturday and BFN....cried and cried as I was late I really thought I was

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

LL84 I think u need to test again!!! Good luck

Nina that quilt looks lovely. Id never be able to make anything like that!

Cath it only takes one! I hope u get lucky off that one bd and your super wet ewcm

Xxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Im 3dpo and my temp has dropped to just above coverline. Very unusual for me! Mine normally goes high and stays high even on bfp cycle. FF still giving me crosshairs tho. Interesting to see what my temp will be tomorrow

Xxx

 

[Nina83]

Mrs.B, I have everything crossed for you!
I really hope this is it

Lady, keep us updated. That sounds like what happened to me last cycle. I really hope yours ends differently! I really NEED to know a woman who didn't get a BFP until later on!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Thanks Nina. I hope this year can end well for us all xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Well update....nothing has changed still no af! if she is coming u wish she would just hurry up!!!!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Have u not tested again? X

 

[ladyluck84]

Did another digital (there were 2 in the packet) last night as was about to go to bed and saw it and bfn so af must just be late