Waiting for our BFPs! Please hurry :-D

[ladyluck84]

Well ladies I ran out of tests for the fertility monitor (I'm day 19) and no rise in temp but did an OPK

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Whoop whoop!! Get baby dancing! Xxx

 

[Nina83]

You go girl!

 

[HappilyTTC]

That looks awesome!!!

 

[cathgibbs]

LL I hope you nabbed your man hun!!

Happily less than 3 weeks to go........ I hope they dont drag too much for you hun So glad you had a lovely weekend and the puppy behaved :-D

Mrsb how you doing hun? Got any drs apt coming up??

Hilslo my CB (Cycle buddy lol) how you doing?? doing anything diff this cycle?

Nina - have you tested hun????

Anyone else I misssed sorry!!

Yep we did the make up ourselves took 2 hours arghhhh!! hurt when we took it off aswell! xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

Thanks, Cath! Well, I might be in a sort of TWW. The husband I finally had some good on Sunday night and Monday morning. I took an OPK Monday and there was no face, but on Tuesday it was a smiley. I know it's a long shot, but I could get a before the hysterectomy. Not great for my health, but if it happens I would feel it was definitely meant to be. We didn't BD last night because he was being a sod, but Monday could help.

If not, that's okay. I am at peace with it. The insurance sent me an approval for my surgery and my 5 day hospital stay. I am hoping to be outta the hospital and back in my own bed in 2. We shall see.

 

[ladyluck84]

Hi ladies yes I grabbed him Monday night and last night....the man has never said no! so might do it tonight just for good luck.

Happily glad to hear the insurance is all good and it's always nicer being in your own bed. You get no sleep in hospital!

Cath are u still trying it have you stopped yet?

Nina how are u Hun?

Mrs B where are u in your cycle I know everyone seems to be at a different time to me now

 

[cathgibbs]

Ohhh Happily wooohooo I have everything x that you will get a BFP hun how fab would that be?!?! If you have to go ahead with the hysterectomy you make sure you dont leave the hospital too soon though lovely - its a big op and you dont wat to rush anything

Yep LL still ttc! we stop in Feb! xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

I know! I think it would be awesome, Cath. How serendipitous would that be?

As for recovery, I am planning on taking it super easy for 6 weeks for sure. I have been approved leave until January 18 and the doctor went ahead and gave me an excuse until then, but he said he will most likely clear me January 4 because that will be 6 weeks. I am part of a voluntary leave transfer program, so if I actually get some leave donated, I am going to use it until the last day it stretches to. If that means January 4, then January 4 it is. If that means January 18, then January 18 it is.

 

[ladyluck84]

Cath you bound to fall once you have actually stopped trying!

 

[cathgibbs]

Ahhhh happily I woukd love it I honestly think I would cry with happiness for you!

Ahhhh right ah that sucks! Sooo does that mean colleagues can donate leave to you or your employer? Hopefully you wont need it because you will get duffered!

Ahhh LL I wish hun but ill be going on the pill in Feb I have been thinking though that a 9 month old wouldn't be too much hard work abroad (haha so she says) so that means we can stop trying March haha pushing it out one extra month but we will stop ttc in December abd just see what happens :-D

Did you grab hubby again? ? Xxx

 

[HappilyTTC]

Cath: They can donate leave to me. At the end of last year, employee's forfeited over 300 hours of leave in our area because they could not carry it over to the next year. Hopefully, a few of them will give me hours instead of losing them AND hopefully a few of them will give me a few hours even if they are not losing them. We shall see. It's tough, because employees can only donate annual leave, they can't donate their sick leave. Most of them have over 500 hours of sick leave in their accounts, but they can't give me that. Boo!

If I at least get a week's worth I will be happy!

 

[ladyluck84]

No cath I didn't jump on him in the end u started feeling not great think it's just a cold.

Nina how are u? Has af showed?

 

[cathgibbs]

Iv got a cold too hun. Been in bed since Thursday with it

How is everyone? ? Been very quiet on here xxx

 

[Nina83]

Yes, AF did show but it's strange.
This is going to be TMI- warning...

All throughout Tuesday I had watery CM, right up to when I started to spot very lightly in the evening. I thought it was weird, but whatever.
Wednesday was very light, I just used a panty liner and switched it every 2 hours or so.
I use a mooncup/diva cup, and empty it after work, from then until bedtime, I just use a pad. Ihich comes in handy to tell if AF is heavy or not, clotty, etc. and started using it on Thursday. Thursday was medium light. The cup was only half full, about 6 ml. No clots at all. Yesterday, CD3, I had less than 6ml, again, no clots. I also had creamy CM around it, which I usually only get at about CD5, when AF starts disappearing. Plus, another yeast infection started yesterday. It never starts that early!
This morning again, creamy CM.
I had no cramps at all, I had some slight side pain, my temps are still above the coverline (although that happened a cycle or two ago as well). I just feel odd. Don't think I didn't POAS to make sure.
Tomorrow I've got an appointment with a naturopathic. Mostly for fertility, but she'll probably want to tackle the YI as well. I'm scared that this is what might be the problem, even though last year we were TTC for 7 months until it showed up for the first time, so that's probably not the reason.
Plus DH and I got into a huge fight. He flipped my sheet of cookies onto the floor. I was so mad after all that work. We're talking more and more about this now. I told him the other night that next week we were supposed to bring our baby home and it hit him pretty hard.
He wants to go to the doctors again, even though we'll only be in our 5th month of TTC, he can do all the talking and begging for tests and to get a referral to see a specialist. I really can't do this anymore.
On one hand I just want to not try this month and be chill, but on the other hand I'll be beating myself up about missing this month.

 

[ladyluck84]

Nina maybe you have a virus or something are u feeling ok (physically) I have months when I'm determined to chill but now I realise u hate not being in control and temping and using opks help me feel that in a small way. Are u and hubby ok now? it's good he wants to go to the doctors maybe let him take charge for a while. So often it's all down to us women to worry and make sure we are doing it on the right days

 

[ladyluck84]

Please can someone look at my wibbly wobbly chart. Even though I have a rise around day 14 the fertility monitor said low and didn't say hi until say 17 I then got my positive OPK in day 18 then massive drop today??

 

[Nina83]

Lady, your chart looks good! I wouldn't worry much about the drop today, it'll probably be up tomorrow again and stay up. A dip now and then doesn't always mean much.
I got a dip below the coverline on about 5dpo when I got pregnant! Which has taught me that sometimes charts don't mean anything.
I haven't felt physically OK since last May. I just feel like a train wreck.

DH and I are OK, I'm just super sensitive these days. It's days that I just hate to do anything, and it's just easier for me to fight with him and be by myself than to put on a happy face.

 

[ladyluck84]

I hope it does go back up Nina. Have you mentioned to the doctor that you haven't felt right?

 

[cathgibbs]

Morning Ladies how are we all?? xxx