Hi guys
I don't know about going away really. The only people that know on my part are the girls at work. I did go to stay with a friend when I first found out, and that hit him hard, as he phoned his friend up crying that I'd gone.
There is no grovelling. Just trying to act normal and helping a bit more around the house with cooking/cleaning than usual. And the onesie comment is still upsetting me. I wish I had reacted properly but I just silently cried myself to sleep.
We can't go on like this, it's like we're not together, just co-existing. And I don't feel like I could trust him to not do it again, as he said he wouldn't before and he did so, twice.
and two naked ladies in separate private dances. I mean, he loved it that much, he went back for more. There is no way I couldn't have crossed his mind, and he must have completely disregarded my feelings.
I don't know about going away really. The only people that know on my part are the girls at work. I did go to stay with a friend when I first found out, and that hit him hard, as he phoned his friend up crying that I'd gone.
There is no grovelling. Just trying to act normal and helping a bit more around the house with cooking/cleaning than usual. And the onesie comment is still upsetting me. I wish I had reacted properly but I just silently cried myself to sleep.
We can't go on like this, it's like we're not together, just co-existing. And I don't feel like I could trust him to not do it again, as he said he wouldn't before and he did so, twice.
and two naked ladies in separate private dances. I mean, he loved it that much, he went back for more. There is no way I couldn't have crossed his mind, and he must have completely disregarded my feelings.