ttcbabyisom
heartbroken...
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I HATE you body! I HATE you HPT! I HATE you family planning clinic! I'm 8 days late, took a HPT with the first pee of the day and it came back frikken NEGATIVE!!!! I'm so fed up! No sign of AF making an appearance, I've had symptom after symptom after bloody symptom and still no BFP! I'm mad at my body for putting me through all this! The mood swings, the aching body, the headaches, the itchy/tender bbs, the constipation, the list goes on. I'm mad at the HPT because even after all this time they still crush my hopes. And I'm mad at the family planning clinic for being closed until Monday so I have to wait 3 days before I can even book an appointment. 3 days of frustration, wanting answers and having no power to do anything about it. I want to cry but the frustration and anger is the only thing keeping the tears back. I want to be pregnant so bad! But I'd have chosen to have AF arrive and a new cycle start if it meant suffering in limbo like this, for this long. I'm so angry!!!!
-AussieBub
Oh honey, i know just how you feel. This all sucks. It sucks so bad! I'm so sorry you feel like this...are you on progesterone? that could explain the extreme mood swings, i get those too. But let it out girl, just let it out and hopefully by tomorrow, you'll feel a little better. Sorry you have to wait for Monday to get more answers. Just hang in there and know we're all here for you and we all get how bad this sucks.