What is wrong with me?

[loveinbinary]

OH and I bd'd this morning and as he was about to finish he pulled out and finished on my stomach. Him doing this made me cry and for no real reason. It's not like it bothers me when he does this from time to time, I actually enjoy it I don't know what's wrong with me...

I'm pretty certain this month just isn't my month for a bfp. As much as we bd'd I don't think we hit the right times. I think ov'd either cd14 or 15 and we bd'd cd7,8 and 9, I entered my fertile period cd10 and we bd'd that day and cd11. We bd'd cd14 when it was quit possible that I ov'd but that was the last time. I want to try again tonight but it just feels like I missed it.

 

[schnoodle]

i ovd on tues/wed and we bd thu, fri, sat, sum, mon, tue and thur and i still dont feel like were covered.

 

[loveinbinary]

Schnoodle, I'm not sure there was much else you could do to aside from injecting the sperm straight into your uterus lol. It just seems like we missed a few crucial days but I'm praying that those little swimmers made it.

I still don't know why I broke down and cried about OH pulling out. My emotions seem to be all over the place. I'm up, I'm down. *sigh* I want this month to end so I can stop the guessing.

 

[mommytoTandE]

Oh hun... I hope you are ok... I know sometimes it is just like "what a waste"... What was his reaction when you got upset???

 

[loveinbinary]

He kept apologizing and hugging me. It was clear how bad he felt, but he didn't expect me to react that way. I didn't let him know I was crying, I told him my eyes were watering from the fan or I'd gotten something in it. Though I'm not sure he believed me. I felt so silly crying over spilled milk so to speak. I'm just a mess.

 

[mommytoTandE]

he sounds sweet... Maybe just have "fun" tonight... Just in case... Hope you smile!!! You have a great guy!

 

[loveinbinary]

He is really sweet and I often wonder how he puts up with my insanity. Perhaps you're right, tonight we should just have a good night and "enjoy" ourselves and hope that it catches. Good luck in testing and fx'd you get the bfp you want.

 

[mommytoTandE]

enjoy tonight!!! relax and enjoy him...


xx