Hi ladies,
'TTC after loss' section is already such a comfort - yay!!!
Having read your posts, all i can say is 'me too!'. Having our innocence taken away is so cruel. I hate the fact that we will be so nervous and also - what will people say when we tell them we are pregnant? They're hardly going to cartwheel, are they? We will get those sympathetic looks and arm squeezes again....
I imagine being thrilled and then petrified when i next get a BFP. I will wrap myself in cotton wool - not that it makes any difference - because what else can we do except wait?
I had thought i would be able to relax when i first feel the baby move - but I just heard a school friend lost her baby recently at 39 weeks. It sticks in your mind.
We are living abroad now and i think it'll mean we keep it quiet for longer (as our new friends don't know about the mmc, ttc or that i am hardly ever the 'designated driver'.) and i'm glad for that. I don't think i'll tell anyone except parents until wk14 or later.
I too want an early scan but have no idea what the system is like here, but we have a private medical here so i am hopeful that early scans will be on the cards, if not i will be raiding my piggy bank!!!