Why am I like this?

[Sarah88]

I came home from a crappy day at work, after I took a detour and tried to relax by going to see my horse and then going somewhere quite to read a pregnancy book. Seems I didn't relax.

Anyways, I came home to find a clean room. I fumed. Luckily my OH isn't here coz i'd tear him a new one. Im annoyed that he feels he can move my stuff around and vacuum my floor. You see, he moved in with me and my parents after his dad kicked him out for knocking me up.

It seems like no matter how hard he tries, im never happy with it. And I don't think this is only caused by pregnancy. I've always been like this. I hate it, it sucks so hard. I wish I could change and appreciate everything he does for me but I can't bring myself to tell him or be happy for it.

I guess it feels like he's trying to overtake me for my parents love. it would be hard for him to try to impress them, even though they do like him.

Why do I feel like moving out? I would rather live by myself at the moment.
Sigh.

 

[Mervs Mum]

I dont know what to say hun but have a
x

 

[xclairex]

sending you a big hug honey sorry u feels this way x

 

[leeanne]

I am sorry you feel this way too!

You both have been together for 9 months and it could be a combination of living together so soon, the thought of having a baby together, etc. all coming down on you.

I will tell you something. At 9 months in a relationship, I don't think I myself could handle living together with someone so soon in addition to the fact that I felt my space was invaded at that particular time in a relationship if I wasn't ready to make the move in commitment. Little things would probably bug me too.

Is this maybe how you feel?

It sounds like he is a very nice guy and is trying to help. Be glad that he's not a pig....LOL BTW, he will never overtake your parent's love. You are their flesh and blood and will love you better than anyone

 

[tinytoes]

maybe you're not meant to be a couple?

It doesnt seem fair on either of you if you can't be happy together.

Cleaning for you was a sweet effort.

In a couple either party should be able to touch or mess with the others stuff I say.
Give him a chance, it sounds like he's trying. Maybe he feels bad for being there seeing as he got thrown out...maybe this is him trying to be helpful so he doesnt feel so bad.

 

[Sarah88]

Yeah, we had a talk last night. I told him to just back off a bit. Like stop asking me for a kiss every minute etc. And im going away for a few days so we'll see how I feel when I come back.