Evening sweetie, how are you feeling today?
Did you talk to your friend?
It's vitally important that you try and open up to someone as soon as possible. Depression can be very consuming and can make people do and say things they really don't mean.
It's not your fault you're feeling like this, and you must, must, must undertsand this. No-one will judge you or think any less of you.
I know some very good people who know a lot about PND and PPP etc, I could put you in touch with someone if you like?
But please, for your baby's sake, pick the phone up and talk to someone local to you so that they can help you honey xxxx