Wishing, wanting, waiting.....TTC for a year PLUS!

[tryforbaby2]

I have waited up to see what his results are but it must not be night time where you are,so I am off to sleep and will check in the morning! Fingers crossed for good results!!!

 

[Dee7509]

Tryfor I'm CD12 I believe, nothing unusual on my end. Hope that changes soon.

 

[tryforbaby2]

hope it changes for you too! I am so sick of us remaining here!

 

[Ejay]

Hiya everyone.

Soph hope all went well with OH's SA.

We are heading back to the Doc's on Monday, I want to see my actual results and OH's numbers. I am not really sure what the Doc will do. I think he will just send us away for another few months till we reach that golden 2 yr TTC date for a referal.

If infertility is unexplained the NHS won't fund any treatment until you have been trying for 3 years. Most times I can rationalise things in my mind and can feel strong enough to wait another year, after all there are a lot of people out there who have been trying a lot longer. Every now and then I feel really panicky like everything is out of control.

Just got to pull myself together and not put life on hold for TTC.

I read a blog the other day about a lady who had been through a failed IVF cycle, she was saying that she had come to realise that her drive for IVF had become more focussed on ending her obsession with TTC rather than the beautiful new life that she wanted to bring into the world.

I have to admit that there have been times when I have lost sight of what we are trying to achieve and have just become focussed on TTC.

I hope we all move out of this thread soon xx

 

[tryforbaby2]

oh ejay! We all need to get the hell out of here!

 

[Moondance]

I realised recently its been a very long time since I popped in here to see how everybody is doing... I got somewhat selfish after my partner and I broke up just before Christmas. Almost a month and a half later we actually reconciled, but we're no longer "trying", we're just in the realm of NTNP and trying to enjoy each other.

How is everybody else? Has anyone gotten BFP in the past few months I've been away?

 

[soph77]

Welcome back Moon, we were wondering about you just the other day I am glad things are going good for you at the moment.

I realised that I updated about dh's sa on facebook but not here, sorry to anyone who was waiting for our results!

results we not great, he has some motility/morphology issues and has to do a repeat sample this week so the results will be in for my first fertility dr appointment next monday!! I am so excited to finally get started and hear from someone who knows what they are talking about how bad/good dh's spermies are!

Dave freaked out and had a bit of a breakdown about the results but he is feeling better about it now and i am feeling really happy and positive about where we are going with it all and pleased that he is now totally on board to do whatever it takes to have this baby. He finally realises that money cannot be an issue with something that the heart wants, because the 'cost' of not going after your dreams far outweighs the financial cost of treatment.

I feel like we need some baby dust in here!

 

[Dee7509]

Soph.

Nice to hear from you Moon.

Tryfor, I second that, let's hope we all graduate soon...really soon.

Ejay, the uncertainty of whether or not it will ever happen gets to me too. This week will be three years for us, one early miscarriage two years ago and so far, unexplained (according to the Dr). To top it all off, I'm now over the magical 35. I take one day at a time. I am happy when others get that bfp that is so elusive for me and I hope one day I'll get there too. There are tough days esp. at the end of the cycle but by now, I have realised that the next day/next cycle/next time is new hope.

Anyway, sorry for rambling...hope everyone is having a great weekend.

More dust I really wished that worked!

 

[CelticNiamh]

here some from us as well! you all need to graduate now

 

[Ejay]

Hi Moon, nice to see you.

Dee thanks hun, definitely agree you got to hold on to the hope xx

Soph sorry about OH's SA xx

Thanks Celtic for the babydust.

Well girls I am in shock today, went to the Doctors this am with OH and He referred us to the Fertility Specialist. I really diodn't think he was going to do it. We will probably have to wait a few weeks before our first appointment and then a few months before any tests get started, but at least things are moving forward.

I feel a little apprehensive, but happy xx

 

[Dee7509]

Wonderful news Ejay!

 

[soph77]

That is good news ejay, now you can feel as if you are moving forward instead of stuck in neutral

 

[Ejay]

Thanks everyone.

Yep moving forward, I feel like someone is taking us seriously.

 

[tryforbaby2]

Hiya Moon! Glad things have been working out well!

Hiya Ladies!

 

[MyTurnYet]

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Ejay!!! That is exciting news! I think last time you said they may make you wait much longer for an FS appointment, right? It is a little scary at first, but once you have your first appt. you'll feel much better. I said this once recently, too, but Julia had really set my mind at ease with making my first appointment after hearing about hers.

Moon! So happy to see you again.

Soph, let us know what next results are.

Here is more dust from me, too. Once Lucky has her baby I'll be the only one in TTHFUTD, so need you all to join me, please!!

 

[tryforbaby2]

Well keep our seats saved and warm because we will all be right over!!!

 

[Dee7509]

Sure right tryfor...we are on our way!

 

[tryforbaby2]

Doesn't hurt Dee!!!

Where are you at now on your cycle?.....You must be in the tww now right?.....Any symptoms?....

I am 7dpo....frustrated....but of course.... .......we all want to be done with this and enjoy being pregnant!

I wonder if I start thinking I am pregnant, if I will get pregnant!?.....I am trying so hard to think what I did differently last year when I did get one on board for a bit.....but I think I am already doing it all!

Soph, is it me or does it seem like your cycles fly by! Every time I look at your ff, it's either O time or the tww!!! Good Luck babe!

I just want us all to get out of here. Its depressing and its getting to the point that the good news from people I empathize with and love is still making me incredibly sad and jealous.....

 

[Dee7509]

Noooo....don't be sad...maybe other people's good luck will rub off!!!

CD 21 - Actually, I may very well be in the TWW but I'm still getting positive OPks so not sure, the first positive was three days ago, you'd think it would have gone negative by now...am having an ultrasound tomorrow so will find out (I hope).

Positive thinking couldn't hurt...I'm all for that!

Good Luck!!!

 

[Ejay]

Hi all

sorry I haven't been on much

Just reading your ticker Tryfor does this mean we are waiting to here if the second IUI worked?

Well just got my appointment through with the infertility clinic, it's the 27th of April, I was shocked that it came through so quickly. I guess they will look to send me for an hsg first but we will wait and see.

Hope everyone is doing good, any more BFP's yet ???? they have to be comming soon xx