Sorry to hear you are feeling so emotional Ejay - I really hate that in the lead up to AF. Every time it happens to me now I think how emotional LuckyD was just before her BFP...
I'd really like to have some reflexology work done - maybe I'll look into it too.
Really glad to hear about your pony. When I was in high school I had a pony named christopher and I would hitch him up to my pony sized sulky and we would tear around the country roads and fields near my house. I miss those days!
I think the same about Lucky, but I usually know and the thoughts of a surprise BFP are only fleeting!
A good tear round the countryside with a pony is the best feeling in the world x
DH's operation went well this morning. We got up around 4:30 so we could be there by 6am. My aunt and uncle drove 45 mins to be at our house at 5:30 so they could go with us. That was my saving grace. I would have been an absolute wreck without them.
Poor dh is in a lot of pain. The dr gave his some pain meds that seem to be helping a bit. I feel really guilty because I made a hair apt for tomorrow morning (don't know what I was thinking). I've asked a friend to come sit with him because I really don't want to leave him alone. He is having a hard time doing anything by himself.
He has an apt Thursday for a follow up, and the dr mentioned today that he will have to have a SA done in 3-4 months. He will also start the clomid as soon as he feels better.
Thanks for all the good thoughts/positive vibes, they helped!
Fantastic Lucie, so glad it went well. Those good vibes are still comming your way x
Evenin' ladies!
Well my weekend started off with a bang! Went to the chiropractor, got a massage, then got into a car accident on my way home. GRRRRRRR I got cited for improper lane usage. I didn't see the car in the turn lane I wanted to be in and her car scraped down the side of mine.
Fortunately, my car has what looks like mostly just her paint on it and no real damage. Hers... well.... There's a reason why steel cars are better than plastic ones! Busted bumper and quarter panel, and the hood no longer sits quite right.
I'll be less than pleased if my insurance rates go up because of this! This is the first accident I've ever been at fault in, and I've never had a traffic ticket before... Booooooooo to basically flushing $120 down the toilet! But anyway, super glad no one was hurt and it was minor.
OMG Squirrel, what a shock, glad no one was hurt, I am sure it shook you up. Promise to take care of yourself xx
Hey Tryfor, I really liked doing the temping, it gives you a bit of comfort to see things doing what they are supposed to.
Jaimie - your dildo cam sessions are very educational for me, fingers crossed for this cycle x
well I am just waiting for AF to arrive, been really down and grumpy today, nearly burst into tears at Costa coffee today over tickets for a Bon Jovi concert my sister was trying to organise.
AF due on tuesday, I just wish it would hurry up and get here.
A friend of my Mums is a reflexologist, I am going to give her a call next week to talk things throgh with her but she seems to think she can help, even if it's just to help me cope a bit better during the 1ww.
On a good news note, the Physio came to see Molly my pony today, this is about the fourth session, she has improved so much I can start to ride her again, just walking at the moment. I am so pleased, I have really missed our quiet rides out together.
Hope everyone is doing well xx
I hate the pre-af blues
but just like Jaimie said, LuckyD was emotional and she got her bfp! Do you test before af is due???
Glad to hear Molly is much better!
Thanks Feeling a little better today although spotting so I know I am out
I'm somewhere after O. I'm trying the "I don't give a crap" method this month, so I really have no idea. But my tatas are getting a bit heavy and slightly sore, so that's a sign that I'm past O time. But whatever, it's not going to make a bit of difference, I'm convinced. Just waiting for January and my first I-word appointment. Till then, screw it!
I know what you mean about the screw it attitude, January is the month, Docs have asked us to go back in January for hopefully a referral to a Fertility Specialist. Hanging in there with you x
Hi Girls just saying hi.
Soph I'm so sorry the witch got you.........: (
Ejay-how is your vag watch going for the witch? She is really toying with me making each entrance grander than the last the royal hag. I hate her so much right now. I have af temp and af headache and af cramps this today and am due at least to spot today and no blood yet. Wait let me check again....I've literally been reduced to molesting my poor cervix every 10 minutes.
Squirrel-you are having a bad week : ( I hope next week goes really good and maybe you will book your cruise and have something to be happy about!!! I got in the exact same car accident as you about 3 years ago and even worse I was on the phone with my mom when it happened. I had a big old Jeep Cherokee and had an awful blind spot with it. The guy got out of his truck yelling about stupid cell phones (and I scared the crap out of my mum since I screamed when it happened and dropped the phone!). He was a lot nicer when I said he was right and it was all my fault and I was totally sorry and would make it right. Then everyone (DH-Dad) was mad at me for saying I was at fault. I was like, DUH! I'm glad your cars not too bad!!!
Well now I've forgotten anything else was going to write about. Lots of love to all you girls I really hope someone around here gets a surprise bfp super soon!!!!
No surprise BFP for me, started spotting today, so know I am out. Feeling ok though, have dosed up on bach flower remedies so managing to hold it together.
Hello everyone! How are you all? Had a minute so I thought I would check in. Seems like most of us are in the tww. I am on cd30 which is a bit long for me, but I have had about three cycles around 32 days in the last couple years so this may be one of them. Although this cycle has been completly different than most. I usually spot almost every day after o and then my luteal phase usually last no more than 12 days usually 10, but this cycle I just spotted the first time two days ago and it was just a little and quit. Also, I could have sworn I o'd no later than cd16 or 17, but I thought much earlier, so that makes my luteal phase longer than usual. Idk though because I decided to quit putting my life on hold this month and let God take care of it, so no temping. I am not getting my hopes up though because tatas are sore and cramping yesterday just like af is on her way. Only time will tell!
I'm somewhere after O. I'm trying the "I don't give a crap" method this month, so I really have no idea. But my tatas are getting a bit heavy and slightly sore, so that's a sign that I'm past O time. But whatever, it's not going to make a bit of difference, I'm convinced. Just waiting for January and my first I-word appointment. Till then, screw it!
Squirrel-I hope you don't have to go in January. I hope you get a BFP before then! I guess I will be making my first I word appointment for January also, but hopefully neither of us has to go through with that.
Really hoping that AF doesn't arrive for you bbdreams x
January is the month for I word appointments, I really hope none of us ends up having to go xx
bbdreams-hopes really high for you that af is LATE! That would be so wonderful. Nothing here just yet but my hopes aren't up b/c this cycle day last month the spotting didn't start until 4pm. I don't get it. Until I was 33 years old the stupid witch came every 25-27th day at 10am, full on, with cramps, headache and no games. Now she comes whenever she pleases however she wants to with no rhyme or reason.
Squirrel-I also hope you don't have to make that apt!!!!!! I pray for a miracle. If no baby soon I won't even be TTC anymore in Jan
Me too Titi! She always came like clock work until we started ttc and now I don't even know what is normal anymore! I think we all had that ttc fantasy that we would have a passionate night with our dh's and then it would all happen just like we planned. I had no idea I would be sitting here two years later an emotional wreck and no baby to show for it!
The ttc fantasy, I would give anything for the snuggle up and chilled out babymaking followed by a woops I'm pregnant !!!
AF should be here in full by probably Monday, started spotting today, but feeling ok, my new project for this next cycle is hopefully going to be reflexology, in an attempt to ease the TTC pressure a little. Will keep you all updated
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Titi, why is this so hard for us all x
I missed her so much!! She is still on her vacation in Thailand and having an amazing time and eating amazing food and misses us all!!! She will be back wednesday from her trip and sadly, back to work thursday. I cant wait to hear about her vacation and see pictures! She also O'd early this cycle and is where I am at again for 2 cycles in a row! She is 6dpo today!!!
