Thanks guys, I know I dont get to be upset. He was just as excited as I was, he had finally started talking to the twins a few days before we found out we lost them. He had his guard up so hard and when he finally let it down we found out. I get how much hes hurting. I had the time to grieve and he didnt. So it's his turn and I accept that. It just sucks still. I wish he would have told me before I got my hopes up...