anyone else feel like they're no closer to having a baby than when they started? or are just watching the days go by, doing nothing, getting nowhere?
I feel bloody awful again, I know I should be getting my weight down, but I'm too unhappy to resist my weaknesses (choc and ice cream!). Xmas has always been tough, for 9 years I've thought 'next xmas we might be celebrating as a family' and we never are. This year we have a new niece, and as much as I love her, it should b my turn, dammit.
so, basically very whingy and humbuggy lol
I feel bloody awful again, I know I should be getting my weight down, but I'm too unhappy to resist my weaknesses (choc and ice cream!). Xmas has always been tough, for 9 years I've thought 'next xmas we might be celebrating as a family' and we never are. This year we have a new niece, and as much as I love her, it should b my turn, dammit.
so, basically very whingy and humbuggy lol