Hi everyone its me mumface! I havent posted in ages so here goes....
big bfp congrats to NLK, Laurabe...and im terrible with names but any recent bfp's on here since i last came on well done girls!! You all got your beans to look forward to! Take care and lots of love xxxxx
Happy birthday Jace! He looks soooo like his mum lol!
So ive been away, planning my wedding and plans are comming on really well, i am writing my invites this weekend, however....my beautiful father was diagnosed with lung cancer on jan 2nd, it has spread to his lymph nodes and to his adrenal glands. Due to his heart condition and previous history of strokes he is considered too weak for chemo so he is to have 4 weeks of daily radiotherapy starting on jan 23rd


my poor dad! I am floored by the news, I have gone through every single emotion possible and even though I want to cry every day the tears wont come, maybe coz im all cried out.
He is my dad - the only man who I will love and who will love me UNCONDITIONALLY.
Ive noticed a change in dad since he was diagnosed, he isnt usually the huggy kissy type but recently when hes seen me he has hugged and kissed me and whispered he loves me which to me signals he is frightened how long he may have left......
However...if he didnt have his heart atack in november then they wouldnt have done a chest xray and not found the cancer. We could have found out too late and he could have had weeks left....doesnt bare thinking of

I am going to read back a few pages and will keep in touch with you all. Just had so much to take in recently.
love joanne

