Fizzyfefe
Mama and pregnant with #2
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I just need to let it out. I'm not enjoying this pregnancy at all. I have been pretty much constantly spotting since I found out I was pregnant. You can see on my chart how often. I've was diagnosed with a subchorionic hematoma a couple weeks ago, which explains the bleeding before, but I had more bright red blood today and my doctor can't see me today or tomorrow. I'm so sick of constantly thinking that I'm going to lose my babies. I can't be happy at all because I'm so scared that something is wrong. Every time I wipe, my heart jumps through my chest because I see blood so often. My first pregnancy wasn't like this at all. I don't know if I can ever handle being pregnant again after this. Thanks for reading.