10dpo tests and in shock (update 4th chemical pregnancy:(

[Deethehippy]

And me too...where are you Sugger?

 

[Suggerhoney]

Its all over Frer today is BFN and all other tests are alot fainter.
I did think the lines were to light for how many DPO I am but I was just hoping I had a shy bean.
Thanks for all the comments and well wishes.
I was so hoping this baby was gonna stick especially as my lines got darker but sadly it was not to be.
Mite step away from here because I'm just so heartbroken.
All my bloods came back normal so I really thought I was going to be OK.

I'm crushed

 

[kittiecat]

I’m so so sorry

 

[Bevziibubble]

I'm so sorry

 

[JessaBear36]

So sorry @Suggerhoney . Take all the time you need.

 

[Becca_89]

So sorry
Hope you are ok. I had everything crossed for you! Xxxx

 

[GemmaG]

So so sorry suggar xx

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thanks ladies.

 

[xxmyheartxx]

I'm so sorry

 

[LulaBug]

Big hugs Sugger x

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thank u ladies.
The bleeding started yesterday and is very heavy today with clots.
I'm ok but I'm still really heartbroken.
I have spoken with a doctor and I am being referred to the recurring miscarriage unit at the hospital.
We can still try while we wait for the appointment.
Will probably not try this cycle though I just don't feel ready right now and I want to give my body a break for a month b4 trying again as that's what's recommended after a chemical.
I'm going to start taking macca root and folate.

My doctor said the hospital may put me on medication and may do a scan to rule out fibroids or anything else.
She said all my bloods are normal so its not hormone related.
I really hope I can get to the bottom of why this keeps on happening, and I really hope it can be fixed with meds.
I'm very anxious about TTC now, its just not fun anymore its scary.
I pray that I never have to go through this again and the next time I fall pregnant its healthy and extra sticky.

I won't be testing really early anymore as that's only led to heartbreak. Unless I have crazy ass symptoms like I did with my son. Then I may test around 13dpo when I know the lines shud be blazing

I was still getting lines on tests on the day my period was due but they were alot fainter.
Then the bleeding started 1 day late.

Thank you for all ure comments.
I don't know if I'm ever gonna get my rainbow but I'm going to keep trying.
I have been praying for guidance on this whole thing and that's another reason why I don't want to try this cycle.
Will probably be back to trying in December.
Wudnt it be grand to get a Christmas BFP

 

[babybears25]

Sending lots of love, a Christmas BFP would be perfect x

 

[Suggerhoney]

Sending lots of love, a Christmas BFP would be perfect x

Thank you hon.

 

[Bevziibubble]

Thinking of you

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thinking of you

Thanks hon.
I saw ure story in the October testing thread Bev and I think you are awesome.
I've struggled with a few things myself in the past so I really take my hat of to you Bev xx

 

[Bevziibubble]

Thanks hon.
I saw ure story in the October testing thread Bev and I think you are awesome.
I've struggled with a few things myself in the past so I really take my hat of to you Bev xx

Thank you so much hun
I'm sorry that you have struggled with some things too. It's such a tough thing to go through but definitely more common than we think

 

[kittiecat]

Thinking of you and hoping you get that Christmas

 

[saveme]

So sorry hun

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thank u ladies.
I'm on cd 6 now and we have decided we are going to keep on trying this cycle.
And not have break.
Nearly 41 next month so we're just gonna keep trying every month from now onwards.


Thanks for all the lovely messages.
If I get any lines I think I will add them to this thread instead of making a new one.

 

[kittiecat]

Fx’d for you!