What's driving me insane is that it's almost impossible to see in person, of course
I also mentioned this situation to a friend (the faint positives, and being unsure if it's my trigger or real...) and she hyperfocused on the brand of test I'm using.
Ughhhhh. When people who don't have infertility issues try to ask questions about your methods....she says "why aren't you trying a different brand of tests if you are getting what you call "faint positives"?
Uhhhhh, I used a trigger shot this month. I won't be peeing on $20 tests to look at false positives 🙄
Please don't question my tests, I've been peeing on them for years. (BFN after BFN) When I get an actual line that looks correct, then I'll spend on other tests (even tho they all read the same frickin thing 🙄🙄🙄🙄
I mean, she truly doesn't understand the process of LTTC, so she doesn't get the agonizing over tests. The testing early, the line eye. She just. Doesn't. Get. It.
She's never gotten to the point where she would have to stare at a blank test 4 days before her periods due, and wishhhhhhh that a miraculous 2nd line would pop up.
I think I'm frustrated right now, overall. And then her questioning something as stupid as my test brand, has got me all worked up. Ugh. Sometimes I feel very alone in this process.