Aw hon, it does take a long time for the hormones to fully get out of you even after everything seems normal - it took about 4 months for my nips to go back to normal colour (sorry TMI!) and I was getting wicked headaches and pains here there and everywhere. Your body has gone through a lot of changes and it takes a while for it all to settle down. A trip to the doc wouldn't hurt though if you're worried.
As for karma, yes I too had these thoughts, especially as everything seemed to go wrong in our house about the same time - I felt like it was one big payback. I think the way Jojo has put it is dead on though - you will eventually get to the place where you can think of your angel and be thankful for the short time you had, but that will be a long way away, you have a lot of stuff to process first. Don't worry about asking things here or sounding moany at all, it's all part of it, we don't expect you to be a bundle of fun at the moment.
I'm glad the funeral was special for you and I hope you get your PM results too, I know that will be another hurdle to get over. xxx
As for karma, yes I too had these thoughts, especially as everything seemed to go wrong in our house about the same time - I felt like it was one big payback. I think the way Jojo has put it is dead on though - you will eventually get to the place where you can think of your angel and be thankful for the short time you had, but that will be a long way away, you have a lot of stuff to process first. Don't worry about asking things here or sounding moany at all, it's all part of it, we don't expect you to be a bundle of fun at the moment.
I'm glad the funeral was special for you and I hope you get your PM results too, I know that will be another hurdle to get over. xxx