I'm not sure how to feel right now. Heat wave at the moment means that poolside was way too hot this evening. I lasted an hour then went to the entrance to try and cool off but within minutes got dizzy and collapsed in the doorway. The manager and lifeguards quickly came over with ice packs and took me to a cool room but since then I've been feeling lightheaded and having AF style cramps. I am terrified I've caused a problem and if there is a little noodle in there it's at risk of not being in there for much longer.
Been very emotional today already. One of my students told me his grandparent died two days ago and I had to seriously choke back tears, and a burst into tears as I collapsed as well.