buddysmomma
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Today, I have been all of the following:
Excited
Happy
Anixous
shocked
Worried
and now feeling in the dumps
So heres my story: My afs have never been regular. I had to induce af this month by provera. I did soy for five days. Not sure if I oed. Also been taking vitex for 2 months. Im not sure if i oed from the soy. So last night I decided to do a pregnancy test. I took a shower got out and there was what appeared a very very I mean very extreamly faint line, but it was visible. So i thought this monring I would use my FMU and do a test. So i did that layed it on the counter for 5 mins came back..and there it was again. A very fanint line. I actually thought my eyes was playing tricks on me so I asked my friend to come here..ans sure enough she saw it too. I work at the hospital so it is really easy to have my blood drawn. & usually I wouldnt do tihs, but I have a horse show today and did not want to risk my chances if I was in fact pregnant so I decided to go let them draw my blood. My blood work showed negative. So how could this be? & how far along would I have to be for a blood test? Why did I get faint lines on both days? Im so disappointed as my DH and I have been TTC way over a year now with NO luck due to ovulation. So this month I really thought the soy worked. I have had symptoms and they where not in my head bc i did throw up and have been so sick at my stomach, certain smells make me deathly ill. Im just not sure what to do. I just no that the one shot that I actually thought I was pregnant, this day has become the worst day of my life. I guess i could have handled a BFN instead of getting positive pregnancy tests...and then finding out i wasnt pregnant =(