Hello ladies,
How are you all?
hugs and prayers for Shawnie, keep us updated as you can Kelly and Csunshine, i've been thinking about her today x
Mum2b, ah hairy baby how cute lol you should have seen the head of hair my yungest nephew had, he looked like a punk x
Csunshine, thats good that you've told your boss, hopefully he/she will lay off a bit now x
Kelly, how are you? hope you manage to pinpoint the headaches x
Raz, good luck i hope she stays away, hopefully you've wasted £50, isn't that always the way, maybe i should try that lol x
Hope everyone else is ok x
AFM i decided last night to apply to college again and that way if my BFP never comes i've something else to aim for, i've till sept to get a BFP and if not i'll start college and re-think my future baby plans. The only prob is i don't know what to do
there's 3 jobs i've always fancied nursing, midwifery and veternary nurse/care assistant, i know 2 are people and 1 is animals lol but its all caring. Anyway this is my thinking:-
1) for nursing or midwifery i'm looking at 4 years including my access course, can i wait four years to start ttc again? i know your pregnant while training Kelly but its not as simple here, if no one drops out of the year i want to go back into i have to wait another year or start over again. I could start my access course in Sept wait a couple of months and then ttc again so if i was sucessful the baby would be due after i'd finished the course and then postpone uni for a year.
2) the animal course i'm looking at is 2 years but to become a veternary nurse its more on top, i'm worried i'll do 2 years and then not have enough qualifications to get a decent job, i don't just mean well paid i mean one i'd love either in a vets or in a rescue centre, i don't want to do 2 years at college and end up working in a pet shop i could do that now.
3) I love kids, the quickest easiest career change for me would be to do a teaching assistant course and become a teaching assistant, i could start a homelearning course next month and could be qualified by sept, so could look at finding a teaching assistant job for the new school year in sept, with this i could ttc thru-out the course and in my new job. If i was pregnant before qualifying i would have to put off looking for a job till after my mat leave but i could live with that. This route is a good idea, cause it means i can still get a better career than the one i have and i would be working school hours and have the same school hols as the kids but will i always regret not doing one of the other options?
So ladies, what do you think? i'm going to carry on ttc till Sept whatever i decide and i suppose if i've no BFP by then i probably never will so maybe one of the longer choices is best if i'm never going to have another baby, what am i going to do? i'm 30 in a dead end career desperately ttc baby number 3, i just wish it would all come together, honestly what would you do?
x
is on her way again this month 
I was so excited as well this month . . . Oh well onto yet another cycle. Off to buy some pre seed and softcups for next OV day
) am not sure where I am going to fit in my naps 
good or bad it's done now.
in the morning 
) as I figure that have already gone through a small bottle this week I was gonna make the most of not having to pay for the stuff, I think this is gonna be one hairy monster 
