2011 - The Year Of The Baby!!

[rachelle1975]

Hey my lovely ladies....

Oh gosh sounds like you've all had a traumatic 24 hours

Silly... keeping fingers and toes crossed for todays beta - when will you get the results? Limbo is sucking but i'm praying for you hun x

Sunshine - glad you feel reassured - did the clinic suggest a beta? Brown blood is normally old and it could literally be from EC or from implantation - its so stressful, surely it should all be easier after you get that elusive

Mischief - did you call your clinic?

I had a lovely weekend - bought The Rough Guide to Pregnancy and Birth... it's hilarious... also bought a book for hubby and i to write in and put pics in for the bubba... didn't get to do it last time so this time i'm going all out. Feeling dreadfully sick and just generally cruddy, spots all over the place but i'm feeling quite reassured by the dry heaving!!!!

 

[Misscheifmake]

Silly - Praying for you too. Hoping that the Beta brings you good news.

Sunshine - old blood is good blood.

Rachelle - Hope you're coping with the sickness

Hugs to everyone and hoping and prayingthat we can all get through the next stages.

Called the clinic and explained the faint line and then the other test and she said don't worry you are pregnant. They booked me in for a scan and saw no reason to check bloods. Dh is there now picking up more bullets - nice! Also going to ask what i can take for my headaches as go to bed with one and wake up with one, but am I complaining?? NO NO NO NO I'll take anything this throws at me with joy!

 

[rachelle1975]

You can have paracetamol but nothing else - i take baby asprin daily but i don't think that would touch the headache!!! When is your scan booked for chick? My clinic normally gor for 6+4 to ensure you see a heartbeat but that means a Friday scan and if it's not picked up we'll have to worry all weekend and go back... so i'm going to opt for a scan at 7 weeks so it's a bit more reassuring... plus they are charging me anyway so i'd rather have 1 than 2!!

Lovely at work this morning.... i have basically wrapped myself in bubble wrap and put my foot down as far as shifts and 10 day working weekends goes!

 

[mrssunshine78]

Silly I have my fingers crossed for u hun, hope it's higher than before, thinking of u

Sounds like u had a fun wknd rachelle

Well the clinic kept saying to me that lots of women bleed early pregnancy, am still feeling pretty frightened. Have more pessaries and they've also given me progesterone injections and my scan is 15th feb so I'll hopefully be 6 wks 4 days by then. Just hope this bleeding stops! I just can't relax at all.
X

 

[mrssunshine78]

The clinic didn't say anything about betas, I didn't ask either, I think they genuinely aren't concerned, guess I should take heart from that?!

 

[SillyMoo]

Defo Sunshine, they probably hear it so often they dont think about the person dealing with it, its just normal day to day stuff for them. If they arent concerned you shouldnt be

Rach, good plan on the bubble wrap... good for squishing when you get stressed too.

I am SO pooing myself. I want to know the results but equally I dont....

 

[mrssunshine78]

Aww silly I really feel for u, it's just rubbish isn't it? So hope it's good news for u

I said the same thing to Hubby, it's so different when it's yourself going through the bleeding, like u say silly they'll see it all the time

 

[rachelle1975]

Silly, I do know how you feel, bet you have been googling like mad which doesn't help.. for every bad result there is a good. Regardless of the outcome i'm here if you ever need to chat

 

[SillyMoo]

I have been going google crazy!! I still dont know though if this is a chemical or early miscarriage then why havent I had any blood yet, surely the cycolgest wouldnt be able to stop that too?



Nurse was such a negative bint, made me feel like I shouldnt have btohered going back for the second one as it was just be 0. Errrr.... i need to know!! Same thing again, just cos they deal with this sort of thing every day doesnt mean that the person its happening too cant still feel like the world is against them!

BTW, didnt I tell you I was a lucky charm, Wallie is DEFO next
xx

 

[mrssunshine78]

so have you got your result hun? surely they must have some sort of clue as to how horrendous this is for you

 

[SillyMoo]

Just had call from the clinic. hCG is now 5.1 and as its now 5 weeks its an early miscarriage not a chemical pregnancy so if nothing happens in a week i have to go and get it checked out. She said that the silver lining to the very black cloud is that at least it works and that there is no reason it shouldnt be sticky next time.

Bugger.

I am not sure how I feel. I think i knew what the answer would be so had come to terms with it. Was REALLY hard to ring DH though, probably worse thing I have ever had to do in our relationship.

Thank you all for your unrelenting support. You are such a great gaggle of girls and will be such wonderful mummys.

xxxxx

 

[mrssunshine78]

Awww silly I'm so sorry I don't know what to say am thinking about u and your Hubby I suppose they are right, but still not much comfort at the moment xxx

 

[rachelle1975]

Oh Silly

I am so very very sorry... i wrote this stupid reply not realising you had posted as i got distracted at work

I know it makes no difference to you know but this is where i was last September and now i'm here with another . I got told by all the consultants that the fact i got implantation was a good sign but it gave me little comfort at the time. They said it again when i got to ET last week and i guess they were right this time around.

If you want to ask any question or talk about anything i'm here - i'm just so very sorry

 

[Misscheifmake]

I am so sorry Silly xxx Thinking of both you and your DH, just hold tight to each other xxx

 

[mrssunshine78]

Grrrr more pink bleeding, think I'm gonna ask for a beta tomorrow, I just want to know, I know they seem to not be worried, but i think for my sanity a beta would be a good idea

 

[Misscheifmake]

If i makes you feel better Sunshine then do it, anything that helps you is worth it.

Fingers tightly crossed

 

[mrssunshine78]

Hi ladies, well the clinic have given the go ahead for betas so today's is 426, so now another wait til Thursday to see if they're doubling, fingers crossed. My test this morning was much darker, am thinking of buying shares in clearblue, their sales have just rocketed! Lol
Bleeding seems to be improving too, so hopefully the extra progesterone is working!
Feeling so much more positive today anyway
Thank u for listening to me complaining!
Xx

 

[rachelle1975]

Ooh mrs sunshine sounds good especially when the average is 292! Youre above average

How's the twinges? I've bloated today, can't suck my tummy in & feel like I did with the OHSS so keeping an eye on it & having lots of fluid x

 

[mrssunshine78]

Woohoo am glad those numbers sound good, I was a tiny bit worried they were a little low! Still got few af type pains and had a pulling type pain/sensation when I turned over in bed last night, but told nurse and she seems to think everything seems ok

Oh no rachelle, ohss returning, they told me that mine might if I got preg, but so far so good. Like u said just need lots of fluids hope u feeling better soon x

 

[Misscheifmake]

YAY- Excellent levels Sunshine!! Hope you feel better x

I have huge veiny boobs and scared i am soon going to have to go up a bra size - I'm already a 32GG!! Other than no other symptons - cramps have subsided. Although really want to ban my team from smoking as cannot cope with the smell when they come in from having one - bleugh!!